Gender fluid, trans identified. Many years, exploring, BDSM community, pansexual experiences,D/s dynamics. As a curious  male some  years ago I explored the  old "Collar me" site as well as munches and public dungeons on to cross dressing. A sissy and fast forward to the present as a trans identify with fluctuating, gender expression. I recall in my first play parties. I was curious, rather athletic and muscular male.

Imagine meeting with normal every day people for talk and drink Though just happed to be interested in the expressions of kink and fetish. I was a great day where I got to leave illusion of cyber BDSM and porn behind. So much more satisfying to get real connections. Attend educational workshops. First, exploring with a variety of kinks, and then onto Dominant l and submissive relationships. I remember my first sub space after a prolong Corporal punishment session. Little did I know what that indelible space that would envelope me and persuade me to enbraced my shadow side. With a profound hunger to offer my energies as a maleable and trainable slave. 
For years, I've always identified as a sissy. Once the veneer of my male social conditioning had been lifted layer by layer. I always come back to the essence or core of my identity and that is quite a sissy. Through the years I am felt that my expression as a sissy Has not been fully explored and I know she is waiting to blossom. 

I find seeking a relationship with sub/switch female would be ideal as we would serve other Dominants. I would be her trusted partner aand form a bond. The juicy dynamic of being used and abused by another Dominant couple. 

With that, if I may reveal the mettle of a hopelessly hyper feminine service slave, and slut.

My goal is to be nothing more than a fuck toy.

Treat me like an object, use and abuse my body!

Would love a group to play with and use me ;)

Love bondage, feminization and more!