Got involved in D/s as a game with my husband and it grew to become our 24/7 life. He passed away just before the pandemic and left me on my own. It quickly became obvious that living on my own anymore doesn't work and it has been a struggle ever since then. Trying to meet people involved in M/s and BDSM on my own for the first time.

Not sure of the goal yet but starting with getting back out there.