Lately I feel empty, unwanted. I feel like the world is falling apart and I'm having a really hard time keeping it together. I'm not sure what is going on with me or why I can't pull myself out. I've always been able to pull myself out of depression but idk this anxiety I'm feeling is constant. I don't ever feel calm; I'm always worried I'm making someone mad or upse. I'm terrified to lose people so I'm quiet and try to keep it all to myself. I want to be mad right now but I think those around me will just think of me as a burden. gah I need to fix whatever is wrong with me.
I quit my job two weeks ago because of how I've been feeling although that job abso was breaking me and I'm glad I'm done there. Anyways I just need to complain for a bit... I'll pick myself up. I always do. I'm just so tired of whatever this stupid feeling is.
Just wanted to throw this out there if your on the mobile side of collar space messaging works At least it is for me. Hope it helps!
Just looking for fun chats right now.
Planning trips literally sucks! I'm currently planning a trip in February to go to Disney. Most of the trip is planned except two nights the first night and last i picked flight dates based on price which looking back yeah I feel like it was stupid. This is the first trip I've ever planned tho!
I have no idea how to find a hotel in my price and now I'm panicking loll idk why I do this to myselffff
Today has just been one of those days... work was absolutely shit. Lost my debit card... bought a pool idk why because I don't know how to put it together... I'm tired. I decided to end the night with a little thing of ice cream... spilled it all over my bed... 
... tomorrow hassss to be better than this
