12/17/2022 4:39:56 AM: The way I see it, a lot of what people call 'training' is actually 'conditioning'.  At first, while the subs are still uncertain of their preferences and willingness, convincing them to accept submission is better described as 'conditioning'.  Later on, when doubts are gone and it's just a matter of learning the rules or adapting their bodies to the use their Dominant demands, 'training' becomes the word.

9/4/2022 6:05:40 AM: I was into bondage years before I learned how babies were made. It was intense and perverted, yet, somehow, innocent. For a long, long time, I thought myself the only one. I believe I'm straight, even if, in my fantasies, the gender of my captor isn't important. The Internet introduced me to the concept of feminization without the stigma of caricature. It was an extreme sort of submission. While on cam, the reaction of viewers to my slim body and their requests that I wear panties and bra led me to add feminization to my bondage fantasies. I still don't know if I'm ready to be deflowered by a male in real life. I don't like the sight of men. It may be that I'll only keep discussing the matter with 'suitors' online. I may still change. Or not.