Humiliation both physical and mental (specially mental) is something that appeals to you. Although you are highly neuroned, being challenged in that way is bliss for you. I dont mind if you are married, tied to someone or whatever, you probably need an escape route and we shall both agree that this is one. Nevertheless need should become what you feel for our relationship. In no way do I plan to destroy you or whatever is built around you but a very strong dependance has to be slowly but surely crafted and that will be based on understanding, communicating and of course me humiliating you. Humiliation does not happen under unbiased criterias. It all goes by knowing you to the deepest and darkest. Humiliation can happen during a fine dining event as well as during our conversations whatever the environment is. You will need to feel both terribly embarassed and totally destabilized. More than a physical fuck, a mental fuck is that much more convincing. More is a word I like. Be seductive, be charming, be who you are, shine, and youll be taken to places you actually dreamt of, but never confessed to be actively wanting to go there. Let yourself be the nothing that means everything for me. I live in Paris but am able to travel. You should also be able to travel. In other words you know what you want and are prepared to take action for that purpose.
