Greetings and thank You for visiting this slaves profile.

I'm Elea, a 26 year old trans woman living in Germany and currently studying history. I have started on HRT and everyone in my uni, family and friend circles accept and recognize me as a girl so I'd prefer if You would as well, I'm no sissy and this is no fetish.

About my Bdsm life experience

I was drawn to the kink side of things for a very long time now. With 18 I went the first time into a bdsm shop to buy my forst pair of handcuffs during a school trip to Berlin. From then on I made a lot of experiences, some good, some not but nothing really bad. I am very submissive and honest, and even when not owned, will always respect dominant men or woman or non slaves in general as superiors. Doesn't mean I will send nuded to every horny men after two messages tho xD

While I'm not a classic masochist, I still enjoy being tortured and it is one of the things I have the most experience with, since I was trained as a pain slave for a former Master once. While I don't enjoy pain, it still f'ing hurts, I love the joy in the face of a sadist as they can torture a screaming piece of meat just to their hearts content. I am said piece of meat, and if I enjoy it or not is not of relevance, as I as a slave, am here for the joy of my Owner.

Besides having experience as a pain slave I was also trained on regular behavior. I had a long list of rules and while that might be difficult sometimes, it also gave me security. The safety to know what I'm allowed to do and what not, where and what I was allowed to eat, where to go, how to dress, how to behave and where to sleep gives me comfort and safety, something most important in my slave life. Also I'm no Brat, so I would never go against these rules willingly, but knowing they are enforced strongly gives me again security. As do chains or cages. They restrict movement but also allow me to not worry where to go next anywhere. I'm where Master put me and that is all I need to know, that is where I am supposed to be.

To give you a few examples of my training, indoors I had to be naked at all times, no clothes of any sorts. I did wear my collar and most of the time a electric shock collar as well, to maximize the effect of my training. It is interesting how effective these are, you should try them. Besides the collars I was wearing an analplug, we tried to make me keep it inside me for as long as possible, a chastity belt and a muzzle. Not necasserily to prevent me from talking, as it was forbidden so I wouldn't dare do it anyways. It was more of a visual reminder that I had no right to. My meals were always from a dog bowl or directly from the floor, urination was into a litter box as toilets, as generally human furniture was forbidden for something like me, and I slept most of the time chained to the wall on a dog bed. While I'm not into pet play necasserily, the dehumanisation and therefor being treated and held as an animal, is what I loved about this and what I seek again.

For the outdoors I of course still did wear my collar but in addition I also was made to be barefoot at all times. Not wearing shoes in public was very humiliating and it helped me nit forgetting my place and always marked me, as if the collar was not enough, that I was less than the other people on the street.

But now, finally, what am I even searching here?

I'm not here for online roleplay, I'm looking for someone to have either intense sessions with, or someone who would be willing to complete my training and make me into a fully ttained slave. For someone that agrees I have no human rights, since as a slave I'm a subhuman creature and I need to ve treated as such. For someone that enjoys hurting me and will enjoy it even more when I start to break, not for someone feeling sorry with me. I'm looking for extreme sadists and Doms who always were held back into fully embracing their potential as subs tell them this was too much. 

Also, while I stated my name in the beginning, please call me by my slave number 275 228 660 if You'd like to establish a proper conversation with a slave in the beginning, as I will in this case of course stop using pronouns ans referring to myself as it or this slave, as I was told in training, unless of course You'd prefer something different, please let me know.

Edit: I got a nosering piercing so one day maybe it might be able to attach a leash to it