I can not quit looking for a Chubby/fat/overweight Master I've cum reallyy close, and one would think that at some point I'd  just give up. But I I can't I can't quit looking and I shall not.  I know he's out there I know he is and it won't be everything I dreamed of but it'll be dream-ee nonetheless. And I I know that the reason I can't quit looking is because I have a NEED for this type of relationship as opposed to want.  it's not a want or desire --it's it's a basic core need deep in my heart and in  my soul.  As is the attraction to chubby men is deep in my soul I've had that since I can remember that that I've been drawn to those men .   Although it's not used all that much in this sphere... I know that when I do find the right man that eventually probably sooner rather than later I'll fall in love with him which is exactly what I want.  The longest time I was over that past that l word but now I realize I'm not I don't want to be