2/21/2023 8:06:59 AM: Over the weekend, I finally received the open mouth hood I ordered near the end of December. It's black sheepskin leather and absolutely amazing in every way. It's worth every penny! I posted a photo of me wearing it and my penis gag. Once laced on really well, I can't see. The nostril holes are very efficient at allowing me to breath through my nose. And, of course the open mouth feature of this hood allows me to be gagged or used for other things. Next, I plan on ordering the full hood and a head harness ball gag from the same vendor.

1/17/2023 6:52:00 PM: So the ball trap chastity device worked suprisingly well for the first four days. On the fifth day it quickly became unbearable due to chafing and sores primarily on the base ring. I was upset I had to remove the device, but I don't think a ball trap device is for me. Today I received the Fancy Steel tongue gag I ordered at the beginning of December. It's very high quality and very effective--especially if it's nice and tight. Constant uncontrollable drooling and absolutely unintelligble sounds are the only thing happening while wearing it.

1/3/2023 3:54:59 PM: I received a new ball trap style chastity device last Friday and decided to lock myself in it on New Years Eve. So far so good. It's been locked on for 72 hours now and it's been very comfortable with the exception of the need for nighttime erection adjustments. It's not my first device, but it's the best one so far. Ever since I discovered chastity devices about 25 years ago, I've wanted a quality one. I always wanted the Neosteel or Walter Goethel belts. But cost and the fact they are dependent on a consistent weight, I wasn't able to get one. I tried the CB-XXXX series plastic ones and had nothing but pinching and very easy escapes. The one I have now is stainless steel with an integrated lock and form fitted so there's no way my testicles can escape and it would be near impossible to get my penis back in without unlocking if I was able to pull it out. The cage portion is only about 1.5 inches long and 1.25 inches in diameter. It's a tight squeeze. When I do get an erection, most of it is deep inside my pelvic area behind my pubic area. Even though I am my own keyholder, I have been weirdly unable to convince myself to unlock when I am aroused. The device feels so natural to me. It's something I've needed for a very long time. Overall it is very comfortable and hardly noticable if I'm not thinking about it. Since I have little to no ability to stimulate or even touch the penis, it almost feels numb inside its cage. I can see that it's perfectly fine, it's just that I cannot provide any form of sensation—which is absolutely amazing. It's within reach, yet untouchable. It's everything I've dreamt it would be. Long term, my hope and plan is to get a Steelwerks Extreme Crucible 2.0 device that is secured on by a PA piercing. And, hopefully around that time, I have a wonderful keyholder.

12/11/2022 8:03:49 PM: Just spent the last three hours making my favorite 'two hour caramel' recipe. It's the absolute best, creamiest, most delicious caramel i've ever had. 2.5 hours of that time was stirring it on the stove. Wonderful things come to those who have patience. Now, i get to wait overnight for it to cool so i can cut and share it with coworkers, friends, and family on Christmas Eve.