Hello, I'm an inexperienced submissive looking to learn as much about BDSM and submission as I can! I'm taller, more athletic, and I'm a bit of a nerd and outdoorsman as the same time. I always grew up playing sports, but since graduating college I've mostly just weight trained. I also love to be active, so hiking or working with my hands has always been a part of my personality. Ask me about local hiking trails or restoring an old car of mine and I'll talk our ear off! I also love animals and have always been into gaming, so I'm not averse to spending a rainy weekend inside. I tend to be pretty laid back and enjoy laughing and joking around more than being stern.

When it comes to kink, I'm pretty inexperienced and still learning. I'd love to meet people, talk, and experience as much as I can to learn more about BDSM and specifically submission. I've always found myself to be sexually more submissive than dominant. Sexually, I love to serve my partner, doing what they say, and letting them control me. Growing up, and even into my young adult life, I always thought this made me strange or weird. I fit the "macho" stereotype pretty well (taller, muscular, outdoorsman), so it always worried me that I wasn't more dominant. I've become a lot more comfortable with this in recent years, but I've always wanted to learn more about my submissive desires. In my public life and work I'm a leader and I enjoy directing and supporting teams, but privately I much prefer to obey and be told what to do.

I've always had a fantasy of being dominated by a mistress, getting tied up, gagged, and pegged until I became completely their's. The idea of giving into their power and influence is the biggest turn on for me. Along with that, the idea of being completely restrained and helpless sounds amazing. I've dreamt about being dominated by a dom and giving in more and more to their power until I became totally submissive and obedient, even to the point where my mistress would give me away as a plaything for others to enjoy. I'd even fantasized about being given away to men so they could dominate and have their way with me for the pleasure of my mistress.

Of course these are just newbie fantasies and I don't have experiene to know what it would be like in real life. I imagine as I learn, experience, and talk with others more these fantasies may evolve. But deep at my core I think my desire to submit and be dominated will only grow. That being said, I'd love to talk with and learn from anyone, so please reach out and say hi!