Collarspace

like extreme s of Punishment such as Faceslap, forced exercises, brutal Whippingbeating ETC permission from my Mistress. Completely micromanaged to the extent that I am free from making decisions about my own life. Striping me off my privacy. Slowly, not all of a sudden.

......My dream session idea ...

I love to get whipped by beauty or a cruel insane mistress who can beat me non stop she must be very cruel Gothic I really like pain

I want you to destroy my ass so I can fell pain whenever I sit on the chair no mercy, no safe word, inhumanity I want to experience the most cruel Dom who can label the worst marks on the butt with ,paddle, strap n belt No safe word..

I am aware that some guys here are only looking for instant gratification. I am not that kind of guy but if there is no frequent contact I tend to drift away. Thats because of my ADD (not hyperactive). Thats why I need extreme s of control. It solves the problem. You may find this hard to believe, but I dont like jerking off on cam.