A delusional idiot here to exchange pointers n look for compatible individuals to keep.
IN SHORT AT BOTTOM, strong rhetoric to follow...
I am an intellectual, having reached his limits, seeking other avenues. I hate degrading people, i dont have a potty mouth, its my permanent hard limit. I like nurturing and to be nurtured. I like being taken care of, kinda like 1950s style or servant to master. I love making people squirm, shaking them up, squeezing the life out of them and making them squirt and crazy with pleasure. Its my only real kink that never changes.
I am looking for someone i can be free around for once. I had a horrible case of being a people pleaser. I want someone to please me for a change. A strong loyal companion to dote on me. A slave to dote on me, a servant to dote on me, i dont know the exact word, but you get the feeling right.
I dont mind being a people pleaser, but only for the people i can call mine. I have ways of making people mine, some people say i have a domineering hypnotizing aura, others find me a cheery chum to hang around and let loose with, free of judgement. I can change my charms apparently. I like having happy people around me afterall.
Apparently im a sadist by the bdsm test. What can i say I aim to please. And I can be quite sadistic if im hurt emotionally, but that wont be accurate. I prefer being good enough to walk away than waste my time. I only stick around for things worth my time. So if i bother, if im angry, know that im most likely letting myself feel the emotion because i care, because otherwise i walkout faster than road runner can run.
Also Im a primal hopeless romantic, Id love to cook you a candle light dinner sometime if im in the mood, or massage you up if i have the time. Itd be nice to expect the same, but do in me before hand id hate to break your heart. I hate surprises never do that to me.
I am possessive (almost always) and needy (sometimes). This can be a deal breaker for some, i dont like sharing so i thought id mention.
PLEASE NOTE that i have a genuine problem of fleeting fancy and interest. So I will like be very demanding sometimes, and other times i might just straight up ignore you. Dont take it personally, think of it more like well deserved rest on the shelf. I still love you and care for you, i just need my dose of solitude.
IN SHORT Can break into mind, body and soul but hates self after wards for doing it, so I will try not to. Knows what he wants but its too big to be realistically possible to obtain (or contain here for that matter).
Please refer to the side for interests. And the pic for orientation.
Was somewhat active 5 years back, now kinda dusty.
Points for servants, cuddle pillows, furniture, urinals, pedicure massage, muscle, et cetera, et cetera.
Switchs may apply as well
LTR preferred TPE optional
Anything else feel free to ask Please note I bite.
