Collarspace

My profile is in line to be reviewed and will become visible to other
users if it is approved. This is for almost 2 weeks now. I doubt it will change. Sorry to everyone I owe a message! Will probably make a new profile soon!

This winter I will start over as a submissive female. I have come to this point many times. The point where I crave to live as a woman. I have tried to push it away and be as manly as I could be. But the urge to change and get rid of my manhood and embrace my destiny as a woman hit back even harder each time. I am now giving in and realize I will never be happy as a man. I will always see myself in the mirror and will wish to escape the prison. I have lost many years. But I am optimistic I can still become the one I will be able to love.
I am looking for a mistress that helps to my new identity and mold me into the female that I crave to be. I need a domme who enjoys a failed manhood and gives me advice and a firm hand to ensure I will leave all of that behind. She shall guide me and i will follow and obey. I will observe and learn. And what cannot be learnt by observation she shall strictly teach my body and mind.

I will finish my masters here in Germany. Then I will look for a job in IT close to where my future mistress lives. I will get castrated, start HRT and save up all the money for facial surgery and body modifications. One year I will work as an apparent vanilla guy. For the times of OPs I will find a home office job.

Really looking forward to hearing from any of you and getting to know some. I am open for exchange of thoughts, proposals and phantasies. If you think we can find a common ground or if anything comes to your mind, please feel free to send me a message.

Not looking to pay money for sex. No tributes, no verification membership process on a random paysite, no little gifts before a real date. Not interested in professional dommes.