First things first. I owe you all an apology. I've previously posted a profile here and I was scared off in no uncertain terms. I even reposted a profile saying I was more "ready" and was scared off again. And again.

But what I failed to understand is that I will never every be ready for this sort of thing until I actually do it. I have to accept in myself that things won't ever change in my life until I let go of preconceived notions of what other people want from me and just be what destiny made me. I truly believe everything happens for a reason and my life should be lived that way. 

Beneath my humble yet fervent personality lies that of a complete submissive. I do not desire to be a submissive I ache to be a slave. It is not a feeling I have but a devotion to the one true thing that I have deep inside me and in my heart.

I am in the middle my college experience and I do not know what I am going to do with my life. For the first time in my life I am able to be wide-open so now for the first time in my life I can be me. I've had aches, feelings, and overall desires for quite some time but now, when I am truly off to be on my own, far from my parents evil clutches, now I can be who I am. I believe in servitude and submission. For I can be totally free while totally shackled to the man (or woman) that I love. While others get freedom from vanilla places, my freedom comes from control, instruction, obedience, and trust.

For I seek to be a lifestyle slave to the right owner(s). I seek to dedicate myself first and for-all to that person or persons total pleasure, satisfaction, and desires. It isn't about Taylor, its about Taylor's owner. Thats right my name is Taylor. Its my real name - no more hiding.  And with that comes a lot of responsibility on both sides. I don't have any experience so you will have a blank canvas and slate to impose upon the rules, regulations, and desires that you aim to have.

I am only interested in establishing a relationship with a real lifestyle observer. One who lives this in and outside the bedroom. I am open to be friends with other slaves, subs, kinksters, and Dominants. Please feel free to email me and see if we can be a couple. I am looking for someone as outside the box as I who can love me as their wife, slave, and property.