I will be in the Chicago area in April. My hope and intention is to relocate permanently to the Chicagoland area by spring or perhaps summer. There are activities I am really hoping to experience: humiliation and dehumanization play bondage and long term bondage opportunities ball busting and spanking anal usage, stretching, gaping, even fisting group usage, stranger play

I wonder what it says about either me or my profile, that I am not of interest to any Doms.

If I had the option, I would find myself being kept by a Dom, stored in a closet or a corner until he had use for me. In an ideal world I would be kept on a liquid diet so that weight loss would be forced, and I stayed perpetually cleaned out. My wrists and joints would be sore from being bound, my ass would be sore from being spanked, my balls would be sore from being squeezed and hit, and my insides would be sore from being pounded.