Hetero Male Submissive, 50, Atlants, California US
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Male Submissive
Atlants
California
6' 0"
210 lbs
50
Hetero
Caucasian
11/28/23
I am an experienced submissive male. I have, in the past, been a Dom as well. I have been in and out of the lifestyle since the late 80s. Honestly, if there were an internet back then I think my dating life would have led me to now being a chaste cuckold slave in full time service to a Goddess. But, it did not and when I moved to Atlanta from NYC I lost touch with the lifestyle and undertook a vanilla life. I did not know any Ds outlets, the internet was not even a thing and gave it up. But it did not give me up. I cannot shake the need to be submissive.
By submissive, I do not mean a king and intercourse. in fact, I find that being allowed orgasm is counter productive and am perfectly happy in chastity. Had vanilla life not swept me away I believe I would be a slave to a Domme. I imagine that I am locked in chastity allowed out to clean myself only under supervision. My sexual outlet will be limited sexual contact with my owner at her direction. Perhaps only oral worship, andor learning to appreciate and crave strap ons. I wonder about being denied the ability to see my Mistress nude for long stretches, but allowed to see her around the house in underwear, tshirts without bra, or bathing suits so that my desire remains stoked and unsatisfied most of the time. I imagine cuckoldry, but mostly in a way that pleases her without the male fixated fantasies. Knowing that I am pleasing and licking my Goddess after she returned home from a wonderful date should satisfy me.
But, I am in a vanilla life and 99 happily attached. So, I can only serve discreetly. Typically, that is out of my home town and in a long term part time discreet relationship I have sought a fix with professionals but am always disappointed because I cannot get to real sub space in that manner. I need longer term service to be a good sub because being a sub is NOT about my instant (yes, an hour or two is instant) gratification through orgasm. I do enjoy chatting with subs. On occasion I enjoy meeting and helping new subs learn a bit about Ds, though my real Dom days are long gone.
