3/1/2018 10:12:59 AM: i love Mommy Mistress so much!!! i will do anything for Her.

10/11/2017 8:33:24 AM: Someone asked me recently, and suggested that i share this fact. My thing has never been inside a woman. That was discouraged in my early years of training.

9/6/2017 7:41:44 AM: Talking to Ms Mary Ann, i thought about the first time She shaved my legs then helped me put on stockings. The feeling as they were sliding up my legs was electric, and once they were all the way up, Ms Mary Ann showed me how to hook the stocking tops to the garter belt clasps. i slid my stocking clad legs against each other and shivered with pleasure. It felt so wonderful! Then Ms Mary Ann helped me into the new bra she had bought for me. i was so happy! My little cockette was starting to get stiff, so Ms Mary Ann slapped it to make it relax. She reminded me that girls shouldn't have stiffies, and then put me over Her knees and spanked me. i cried mostly from embarrassment, and promised to be a better girl. She let me up then kissed me and said i could feed on Her breast. i felt so much love for Her!One day soon after, She talked with me and asked if i was happy being Her girl. i answered that it was the most wonderful that had ever happened to me. She told me that i could show my appreciation by putting my mouth between Her legs and following Her directions. i was immediately taken in by Her wonderful taste and aroma! Under Her instructions, i learned how to please Her with my lips and tongue. When i brought Her close, She made me slow down for a while, then in a bit, pushed my head tight against Her, and told me to use my tongue. i had never experienced a woman having an orgasm. Her legs were locked around my head as She bucked and swayed and cried out.  i felt so wonderful, and Her taste was divine.Later, after She let me loose, She hugged me, and told me that i deserved a reward. i had no idea what it would be. Then She began fingering my little hole then started applying Vaseline around the hole. As Her finger went in, i was a little scared, but (as i realized later), i was already head over heels in love with Her and was ready to agree to anything. She whispered that i was going to like it as her finger penetrated me, and wiggled. Then She withdrew but suddenly put in two, then three fingers as i gasped. Then Her fingers came out and i heard a whirring noise, and then a vibrating thing was up against me and quickly inside of me. i gasped as it went in deeper and a feeling came over me that was totally new. Ms Mary Ann squeezed my thing and and a powerful feeling came over me. i began to squirm and moan. She took Her hand off my little thing and shoved the vibrator all the way in. Within seconds, i exploded. cum flew out of my semi hard thing, but i felt something else inside me as the vibrator kept going. i felt so complete with that inside me. After a while, Ms Mary Ann removed the vibrator, and wiped me up with baby wipes. i was quivering and felt sensitive and tender all over. As time went on Ms Mary Ann trained me to accept (and love!) Her strap on. i was a girl!  

8/14/2017 8:10:48 AM: This weekend i met up with The One who first feminized me and started me on the life i now lead. I hadn't seen Her in almost 12 years!We met at a restaurant. Ms Mary Ann is still such a beautiful woman! She tried to engage me in small talk but i was having trouble because i was getting so emotional. i even started crying a bit. i forced myself to have a little lunch. Ms Mary Ann had a salad and several glasses of iced tea.Finally, lunch was over, and we proceeded to my hotel. i was dressed conservatively in a high neck dress which came just below my knees. i wore stockings and wedge heels. We walked together through the lobby and got in the elevator. We were alone , and as it went up, Ms Mary Ann kissed me deeply. As the bell rang for our floor, we separated  and walked toward my suite. My hand was shaking as i flashed the keycard at the sensor.  We went in and Ms Mary Ann looked around and smiled. Then She said that She needed the bathroom because of all the iced tea She had drunk. i took Her hand and looked into Her eyes and said, 'Ms Mary, You needn't use that bathroom. i've missed Your Golden Nectar very much.' She smiled and kissed my cheek and said, 'Well then darling let's get started.'I got a big fluffy bath towel and proceeded to strip. As i took off my bra, Ms Mary Ann gasped a bit.  She had never seen my little girl breasts before. She kissed one, and sucked a bit, then bit my nipple. A beautiful shudder ran through me. Then i laid down with my head on the bath towel. Ms Mary Ann removed Her panties, hiked up Her skirt and lowered Herself onto my face. i guided Her gently so that my mouth and tongue were  aligned just right. Her skirt was billowed over me, and Her unique wonderful fragrance enveloped me. i slid my tongue in to just the right place, as She released Her flow. Her Nectar ran across my tongue and down my throat. i kept swallowing. Finally, She rose up and said, 'Wow, so much tea'We continued our visit and enjoyed each other's company. I'll tell more later!

1/3/2017 7:49:44 AM: i must admit that i was somewhat pissy to Ms Marilyn. i had been making plans to move out of New Orleans, but in a moment of weakness, i allowed Her to lock me into chastity. i had thought it was just for play but She refused to unlock me and my choice was made. i pouted and got punished, but one evening right before Christmas, i broke down and cried before Her, and explained to Her that i was so frustrated and confused, and that i just wanted someone to love, unconditionally.She told me how sorry She was for not making Her intentions clearer to me. She couldn't marry me, as She already had a slave husband, but She loved me very much. She instructed me to put on my nightie and come back. She took me in Her arms, and told me to suckle. At the same time, She began playing with my pussy and inserted a vibrator. i eagerly returned to sucking Her. She does lactate to some extent, and i felt so happy when i tasted some of Her milk! i stayed in chastity though.i have been staying at Miss Mary Ann's home more often than not, and was invited to stay over for Christmas. i hurried over to a shop in the Quarter that carries bondage and assorted exotic apparel, to find Her a gift. i bought Her 3 pairs of crotchless panties and a purple corset. i thought about getting a gift for slave charles, but was puzzled. The shop owner suggested a box of dog bones, so i bought that for slave.Ms Mary Ann had a few friends over for Christmas Eve cocktails. charles served everyone while dressed in a maid outfit. i was dressed rather conservatively, although i was asked to perform a few tricks.On Christmas morning, Ms Marilyn was very pleased with my gifts to Her. She presented Her gifts to me accompanied by a deep loving kiss. i received a red corset, and some very sheer stockings. Ms Mary Ann told me to model, and i found out thaat the corset was very tight and restricting. She had to help me with it. i had a hard time breathing, but it really slimmed my waist and helped my boobs too! i could see my caged clitty between my legs.Ms Marilyn told me to wear the new corset until New Years Eve to mold my figure some. i got to like the  tightness a lot!New year's Eve, a few people came over, some Women with their slaves, some solo Women, and a few Trans, including one named Joy. Joy was/is beautiful and almost 6' tall!Right at midnight, Ms Marilyn unlocked me from chastity and summoned charles. She directed him to orally worship my ass for a while, then to suck my clitty. i don't usually play with men, but i follow Ms Mary Ann's instructions. charles is a good cocksucker, and soon i was growing big in his mouth. Joy came around behind me and cupped my breasts, and kissed my neck. Soon i felt myself going to the point of no return. i asked Ms Mary Ann if it was ok, and she said yes. i exploded into charles' mouth, and he gagged a bit which earned him a flogging across the back. i sat there uncaged and spent, and then Ms Mary Ann announced that i was going to be lent to Joy for New Years Day and the next day. i barely got dressed and Joy whisked me away! As soon as we got to Her uptown home, She took me up to Her bedroom and very sweetly asked me to worship Her clitty. When it came out, it was already big, and felt huge as it grew in my mouth. i paid special attention to the head, than took the whole thing. At the same time, She had quickly worked 3 fingers into my pussy. She pulled back and asked me if i liked being fisted, and i said, 'of course!' She got all Her fingers in me, and Her thumb, but went in no further. She flexed Her fingers inside me. i wanted Her to fuck me!'Joy, please fuck me,' i begged Her. She laughed, and quickly moved behind me, and began to enter me. She was bigger than the strap on i was used to, and i had to take some deep breaths as She kept entering me. It seemed like She fucked me for a long time. i could feel Her grow in me and increase Her pace. i felt myself going over the edge, and my pussy contracted around Her as i had a beautiful girl orgasm and Her cum filled me. She fucked me 8 times on New Years Day. i was exhausted but so happy!