I am looking for a slave one who's only desire is to make me happy and to make my life a little easier. Cooking cleaning running errands doing what I need in real life.clean my car do yard work. Build crafts with me or for me. It would not be about how much pain I give you. Or if you are used sexually or if I tie you up although I may do any of those things and more but when and how is up to me. I do not want to micromanage a slave that is a job to do so my slave is here to serve me not me keep tract if everything for it. I want a slave that can be integrated in to my life both lifestyle and vanilla. I want to have fun times. But keep in mind I can be demanding and moody. This is what I want. At this time I can not have a slave live with me but I need one to live near me. Even if they need to move near me. i need them to have their own source of income because I can not afford to take care of you. I do not live a glamorous life style but a real life I am not sophisticated I am a country girl at heart. I am not rich or even well off but like most people I make it day by day. Week by week. I am real and I am Dominant and controlling I like things my way.

So I am a Queen waiting to find her castle and her devoted servant, but I talk to some ones maybe once or twice and then no contact so hard to find a real one. Some I have hopes but alas they some how have there own agenda, there own demands of what needs to be what they want. Am I perfect no but I know who I Am and what I want and I want a slave to kneel before me to worship me to be devoted to me to desire to obey me and please me. Knowing there may never be sex unless it is my way. But knowing it may never happen. They would be a low slave a toy of my pleasure. A slave that I can keep but still can interact with the vanilla world let's face it, the vanilla world is there and we must interact with it. I will be writing up basic rules and posting them and what I desire to save time. I will expect to move to a massager of some sorts very soon or text and after a time phone and then meet in person. How hard is this.

So I am still looking day three do I expect a slave to say ya I want that, yes I do. For everyone out there one who wants to be a slave. As give up control to trust and worship me with out sex. Am I reaching to the stars here. Or is there a real star out there willing to be devoted to me. Lady

So it has been a year since my heart attack,I am doing much better. I need to find a slave that can travel with me drive me and take care of my needs and ask nothing in return to be truly devoted to me. I am not looking for sex, But service is there any slave out there willing to be devoted to me.

So here Is December 20 and I am home they rechecked my heart and all the arteries are good so now I just need to rebuild the part of my heart that was hurt in the heart attack so I have cardio rehab set up all the way to march so here's hoping it will help. On to other things I still like talking to people on here it helps pass the time of the day when I am not allowed to work or play until the doctor clears me. So I have been thinking ...... fill in the blank yes Lady I will ( ) for you. I look forward to seeing your answers.