10/30/2016 1:56:06 PM: Does anyone want the challenge of sissifying a guy that is in all other respects an Alpha Male? I would like to learn to be passable and to be made to go out in public. I'm not fem, not skinny, pretty muscular, but would like to learn to be a sissy. Like I said it is a challenge but I am willing and wanting to try.

5/16/2016 11:49:12 AM: One of the reasons I crave this kind of use is due to a previous Domme that did not live in the same city as I did. I was only in her area once or twice a month but she took control of my actions both when I was with her and when I was not. When I was not, she would give me tasks and assignments to complete, which I loved to do as she was pushing my comfort zone and I love being pushed to new levels. She would have me do things that would embarrass me but excite me at the same time. I never knew what to expect whenever I got to a hotel and opened my email or received a call from her. It could be anything from going to a store and ask a saleslady for help in picking out panties for me to wear, and making sure that she knew that they were for me, to telling me to get naked and leave the hotel room door unlocked because there was someone coming up to use me for their pleasure. There was always the excitement of expectation no matter what the task was, but I felt completely happy to do what she wanted because I had the feeling that completing a task gave her some measure of pleasure and satisfaction.