Met up for a drink today with a Domme who i have been chatting with for a while. As instructed i wore a thong under my trousers, which i must say i rather enjoyed.Had a lovely time, came away feeling rather excited, and hopefully it is something we can do again. i'd like to say thank you, you know who you are x

Well, this morning i think i have finally discovered where my submissive feelings were first stirred. And of all people i find myself grateful to Charles Dickens for the awakening. For many years ago, whilst a young lad, i read Great Expectations, and i found myself, like Pip, falling in love with the young lady Estella. Even though she treated Pip so badly, and humiliated him frequently, she would occasionally reward him with a kiss, to keep his love for her true, so she would be able to hurt him all the more with her games. Over the years i've watched the film many many times, and confess it to be a favourite of mine, but it is only this morning that i have reached this realisation.

Well, that's the first half century over and done with. i've been reliably informed it's all downhill from here, but there is still plenty of life left in this old dog, so am going to see if i can find a nice kinky way to celebrate the event this week. ;)

Things have been so busy lately that i've not had any time for kink, and it has been so frustrating! However, i have just had the most wonderful 30 minutes. i used my ankle cuffs and wrist cuffs. Locked my ankles together, used a belt to strap my ankles to my thighs very tightly, blindfolded myself, put my ring gag in. I had my 3 way leather strap around my cock and balls, and all my tens pads attached. i turned the tens on, then locked my hands behind my back with a padlock, which it had left the keys on the floor (i was on the bed). Then I turned both tens up to max, threw the controls out of reach, and struggled and struggled! I came twice before they turned off, at which point I was able to concentrate enough to roll off the bed to get to the keys and unlock myself. i really must do this more often!!!!!

Well, what can i say. Met an amazing Lady from here recently, have spoken a lot on the phone, and finally met Her last week. Had an fantastic time, far exceeding hopes and expectations. Haven't enjoyed a session like that for soooooooooo  long. So, a huge thank You to Her and i can't wait until O/our next meeting!