I am looking for the right Queen to use me like a doormat.  Something about a beautiful Woman who has the desire to manipulate my mind, bending it and twisting it playfully around her finger, has intrigued me for many years.  As I grew into this role as a submissive doormat so did my experience and I have learned a lot about what it takes to be a loyal and mature doormat.  Being mentally frustrated is commonplace and learning the ways of my Queen to show Her the respect She deserves is law.  It is She that gives me the reason to breath, to face the day, to work, to have a clear purpose.

Cuckolding and chastity isn't a game to me, it's a badge of honor that the Queen has bestowed to me.  It shows my loyalty and commitment to the Queen.  It is a constant reminder about my position in Her World.  The only pleasure I seek is the smile on Her face and the wonderful sound of Her beautiful giggle as I sink deeper into Her eyes.  I am merely an for Her entertainment, that is all that matters to me.

I hope to continue to learn while I search for the Queen.  In the meantime, my everyday life consists of staying healthy, body, mind and soul.  I still enjoy holding a book from the library, I enjoy listening to stories while having a tall beer.  I keep an eye on sports and try to stay as up to date as I can on news and current events.