7/2/2015 2:10:54 PM: It has been quite some time since I posted to my journal, However I feel obligated to give a public thank you to a wonderful person. I met this person quite a few years ago and she has molded me into what I truly am, She understands me and has shown me my inner self. She is a person of great strength and knowledge. She has shown me that it is not about wants but what one desires and what oneself is. I had been lying to myself for so many years of who and what I am and she has brought out my innerchildf. I am proud to call her AUNTY.

2/23/2014 4:42:11 AM: This week was very trying for me but it ended great. Aunty informed me we would be running errands together one day this week. So I was triple diapered at 6am and not allowed to use a bathroom or the diaper the whole day. well at 5pm when I arrived at AUNTY'S I was pretty wet. AUNTY took one side of my diaper loose and told me to assume the position. I was also instructed to bring AUNTY 4 cucumbers with me. It was AUNTY'S birthday so I brought her a gift also. I also purchased 2 boxes of FLEET liquid glycerine suppositories, BIG MISTAKE. AUNTY did not tell me to buy these. Back to assuming the position, AUNTY snapped on a pair of rubber gloves and did a very invasivel inspection followed by the injection of 4 of the suppositories and than I was told to diaper back up. AUNTY gave me a pair of plastic pants to wear. I next put on my sweat pants and AUNTY remarked they were to loose as my diaper bulge did not show. My final instruction was not to embaress AUNTY because we would be in public for only a short time because she only had 2 items to get at the store. Once in the store only about a 15 minute ride the cramps and pressure became very bad and after AUNTY had purchased 4 bags of groceries we were in the parking lot and I was told to run to get the car. I continued to walk , BIG MISTAKE #2, Not following instructions, After loading the car with groceries we traveled back home and I lost control and filled my diaper, AUNTY was furious! I received a very bad spanking after cleaning up and was sent on my way, AUNTY tells me she likes going shopping with me but next time she wants thicker diapers and pants that fit like tights. Reflection on all this , I have faced my demons and accepted my fate, and can't wait to do it again, Thank You AUNTY!

11/4/2013 7:05:13 AM: Halloween  AUNTY made me feel so so GOOD. first she gave me a spanking and than a full examination. Next she administered a small dose of glycerine supppository followed by a double diaper and some noisy plastic pants under my cloths and we headed to run some errands, I was in heaven as I love the humiliation of being in public diapered. I was somewhat good and lasted about 45 mins before I filled my diaper and we headed home for a clean up followed by a good spanking and than AUNTY took time to stretch my hole. I was in heaven the whole time just wished my diaper bulge was bigger and more noticable. But hey I loved it all the same THANK YOU AUNTY!

9/27/2013 1:19:06 PM: On Monday the 23 I was given the honor of spending a delightful afternoon with AUNTY. Of course I was diapered and feeling great. Upon arrival I was inspected for wetness and messy. just a wee bit wet was all. Aunty than stretched my hole a bit and gave me a few smacks followed by a large dose of glycerine suppository (liquid not the little bullets) and we were off to a few stores, I was busting at the seams and in only a few short minutes I could not hold back. Aunty was kind enough not to fully humiliate me and allowed me to sit in the car while she shopped. Back home I received a spanking for not asking permission to mess and than was given a nice shower. A short time later AUNTY decided to work my holes over and did using fingers and a large cucumber. I still feel stretched out today from the abuse. Is it abuse if you love it? Thank You AUNTY for a wonderful time. 

9/8/2013 10:22:42 AM: Last week AUNTY took time out her very busy schedule to see me. I was told to bring the following items 1 cucumber, 1 diaper , and 3 boxes of glycerine suppositories. I was also instructed to memorize 6 nursery rhymes and prepare a contract. When I arrived AUNTY was waiting for my rhymes and I got nervous and could only remember 3. That cost 30 spankings. Next AUNTY inserted 8 of the Liquid suppository and diapered me sending me to a corner to squat and instructed to NOT mess. Well only a few minutes later I was in an extremely messy diaper. Off to a shower and AUNTY began to feed me baby food at first it was mmm mmmm good but as I was fed more there were yukies in the food. Well I was than layed down and AUNTY inspected me and got that cucumber all the way in. AUNTY says she is gonna work my holes till they are worn out. I smiling right now. But my future is not known.