Trust!Such a fleeting word. Truth is another one. Someone tells you they are not married I believe they are not. Someone says they are truthful, I believe they are. Fact. I believed when they lied. I trusted when they've lied. Is it any wonder why I try to get to know someone before I jump to get tied or beaten?Is it any wonder why I don't jump into bed with someone I've only just met?He still managed to deceive me! Now I'm glad I held back.

Why I need a Master.  I always make the wrong choice!

I realized something this morning as I was talking with someone. For a TPE to work there has to be a tremendous amount of trust given to the Master. Words of wisdom, no doubt about it.But when talking to someone and trying to get to know them, if they give me any reason to doubt them, to feel insecure, catch a lie no matter how insignificant or (most important) distrust them in any way, how can one hand over their body and mind. A lie, especially a little one, leads to others and then its hard to tell which is truth and which is not.I, for one, tend to run. I run scared. Sometimes I guess I run for the wrong reason, but for whatever reason I have, mostly its one of distrust, insecurity or insincerity.Please,if you want trust - tell the truthif you want her body - offer securityif you want ownership - be sincere just my thoughts

I am monogamous, I do not share well and do not wish to be included in a poly group.  This is my hard limit.  Just being up front. 

I need to ask myself if I am that gullible?  Why do I believe what I am told.Do men really think that once lies are found out that respect, honor and devotion are still possible?  Or do men think they can keep a lie going.Sigh... A mature man.  One with integrity and honor.  One that I can respect and obey. please, are you out there?