I love older men. Goodness. The level of attraction is just different. More lustfull and needy. I just wish there were more that were local and unattached.
Today's my birthday. I've had a nice weekend. I spent it with family. I was surrounded by people I love and that love me, but the twinge of loneliness... of not having your person, can't be ignored.
That empty space is 100%, unequivocally, my fault. I've filled it with work, allowed it to be occupied with distractions. I don't put myself out there. Hell, I even question if I even know how to date. I understand myself and my needs. I know what works and what doesn't. Sadly that been difficult to manage in this lifestyle. Knowing yourself and being resolute about your needs is often times met with a challenge of not being submissive enough.
Anyways.... I'm going to take a power nap so that I can get on the road.
Enjoy your Sunday and i wish you all the best good girls and boys as your hearts desires. ☺️
Ugh. I REALLY wish people, ESPECIALLY Doms, would stop using terms like slavesub. It's not a thing and makes you look like you don't know what you're talking about. Words. Mean. Things.
Are you looking for a slave or a sub? They aren't the same.
I love the end result from getting my nails done but HATE getting my nails. It's the touching and the not self aware patrons that bother me. I should have booked a weekday appointment, but got busy with work. Ugh!
(Edited from May 25, 2023) Today is my birthday. I love birthdays. It's a day that can be devoted to you and you're not made to feel bad for wanting and needing attention. No one judges you or puts you down or tells you that you're asking too much or that your pain isn't valid. It's all about you. People are a little kinder and they smile at you. At least... this is what I hope. I'm intentionally spending today alone. It's not my first choice, but it's what I have.
