12/7/2015 7:45:18 AM: I am very much in need of spanking while naked by anyone who enjoy such things.  I would prefer a female.  But will settle nothing right now.  Baring them be crazy. I have no desire to have body parts removed. Can NOT live 24/7 life style.  Please consider.

2/20/2015 11:01:32 AM: I wish to share an experience from my past. It not exactly S&M but sort of.   In Christmas 1983 I met this girl with huge tits and a slender body with a pretty face.  I had dealing with her off and on for many years.  The short version was that she was as loyal as dog in heat and I was her last choice as a boy freind. Did I mentioned she had big tits.     Sometime in the late 1990’s when Barry Bonds was a Star in the MLB and before the MLB Steroid Scandal   I had series of very negative female relationship to point I stop going to clubs and just went right to Naked Dancer Bring your Own Beer Clubs.  I still had a few female friends then and they were concern with this.  My big tits female “freind” had called me one evening to go out and she said that now that she was 30 she would consider me her boyfriend but she wanted to take it easy with just some fun dates and activities.  I said yes and we made plans to go night club in Baltimore.     I picked her up in November. of that year  It was cool but not super cold.  She did not want to wear a winter coat and worn a very light jacket.  She had put on a one piece black dress that was sleeveless tiny straps.  She huge tits and showed a lot of cleavage.  From memory she was still wearing a black bra.  She had “big hair” that was fashion of the 1980’s and still does.      Once at the club I dropped her off at the door and went to park.  At this club most of the old Hammer-Jack bouncers worked and they let her in and made clear I would be able to get in as well after parking. I parked and made my way to the club.  Once inside she was waiting for me along other girls .  WE order drinks at the bar nearest the door and the girls wanted to head to back of club after getting their drinks.      Right around the time the drinks came it was announced that Barry Bonds was going to be at the club.  And that any female who was willing to remove her top and expose her breast would be given access to the area were he and his freind would be hanging out.  Within seconds of hearing the announcement by big tit lady freind pulled off her dress and removed her bra, dropped both to the floor and walked to back of the club.   She did not say a word to me or her friends.  No warning, No nothing.  Within seconds two bouncer grabbed my arms and one bouncer grabbed my legs.  I was told to leave and to go another club down the street. They would walk to other club and told the bouncers there what happen and to discourage my leaving. I had known those bouncers as well. They were sympathetic and said they knew it was an ugly situation.  From memory I was given a coupon for free beers and directed to bar inside of the club where another former Hammer-Jack employee worked.   Again from memory the bouncers check in on me to discourage me from leaving.  But after 3 or 4 beers they stop.  I waited to bouncers who did not know me where at the door and left.   I had no reason to go in to other club and reasoned there was very little I could do.  And then what would I do?  So I planned on heading home.  This just re-enforced nudie bars were the way to go.  Upon walking to parking garage I saw a white blonde topless girl crying at the bus stop.  She kept her arms over her breasts but others mostly men were gathered around looking at her.  I saw a few other white topless females either leaving the club and running towards their cars or already outside of the club.     Then I looked down an alley I could see a naked female squatting like she was peeing.  But she was not peeing.  I heard her call my name.  It was my big breasted friend, her dress was torn up and it could not be worn.  Her pantie and bra were gone.  All she had rags of her dress and her shoes.  She was crying.     I remember wanting to be mean.  But she was still gorgeous.  I gave her my leather jacket.  But it only came to my waist and it did not cover her ass or pussy.  She did not want to leave the alley.  However where the club was and parking garage I could not make it down without going several blocks and approaching that area on that one way street.     It was one of the best thrills I had ever had walking with a female I knew was naked beneath my leather coat with her ass and pussy hanging out.  Like a semi gentlemen I open her car door and really admired watching her naked ass sit in the seat.    She tried to pull the jacket so it covers her pussy but as the ride continued and we talked she relaxed.  At first while still crying but would change  to sweat and kissed me many times as well as trying to hug me from the passenger seat while driving.  But she eventually said she did not want to every talk about had happen.  From memory our conversation which was mostly her talking  she did make a few comments that event earlier that evening but would almost stop in mid sentence whenever she touched on what had happen.     During the ride home as she relaxed in the seat and heat kicked in.  Depending on where we where on the road street lights would light up the inside and I could see her pussy very well. She eventually unzip the coat but because her breast were so large there basically still covered.     She wanted to taken home and said her children would be coming over earlier.  Having realized that she left me for another “guy” that evening.  And I was basically just enjoying the “show” I said I need my jacket back. And was looking forward to watching walk from the truck naked.  However she said I could come and she give my jacket back once inside.     So I went inside.  She let the jacket fall off her, she kissed on my cheek and walked up her steps naked.  She made comment that I could not understand and few second later  said are you coming or not.     Once in her room she flopped on her bed naked and spread her legs.  And I remember her saying I could fuck her in everyone one of her holes.  This was shocking to hear.  But I had a a hard on.  I remember her saying she felt every evening she went out had to end with her being fucked.  She said she as not really into kissing and just wanted to be fuck.  She just laid there no movement at all.  She talked a little and suggested that I cum quickly.  Once finished she rolled off and pushed her ass in the air.  I mounted her from behind in her pussy.  Again she just laid there.  Once I cum a second time this time on her back.  She rolled over and said not in her mouth and I could fuck her between her tits. I could not cum a third time.     She got up and went to the bathroom.  Upon returning she said I could fuck her later that evening, do not expect her to move or wake up.  Her only enjoyment was knowing that she was getting fucked.  She said I would have to leave before the children came home.  With that she got into bed and went to sleep.  Like I said she was gorgeous and real treat to look at naked.   Some time later that evening she got up and danced naked in front a large mirror she had in her bedroom like stripper. She danced till she was covered in sweat. Her hair was completely wet.  She would not answer or explain what she was doing.  Upon finishing her dancing she looked at me and mounted me with her on top.  She finished with giving me a blowjob and licking up all the cum.  She would not talk or answer me.  She acted like she was in trance. She eventually laid down and went back to sleep.   Around 7 am she woke up and said I could fuck her one more time but I had to leave.  Again she just laid there.  She eventually became more demanding that I leave before her children showed up.  I did get up. She started to put on robe and I asked her to walk me out naked and she complied.  She kissed my on the cheek open the door and told me to leave.   Later the next day she called and I came over. Upon seeing her I attempted to hug and kiss her but she pushed me back.  I had told her what happen the night before and she denied everything.  She said she only remembers was being drunk and did not remember the ride home or the evening in her bed.  She became very upset and acted as if I date-raped her.     Over the years upon us going out there were several occasion were she invited me in after going out and we had sex.  For the most part she would deny it or pretend that we did not have sex the next day.  However there were other incidents were it was clear she remembered what happen.      I had  known her children for years.  Her girl has said over the years her mother gets up in the middle night and dances naked in front of the mirror. It like she is sleep walking but dancing instead. She will not response while trance/sleepwalk as a general rule.  But her daughter believed it is not a true trance or sleepwalking.     I have talked to her other girl friends many who are aware what happen that evening.  Barry Bonds who was black just simply got a thrill out getting hot young white non strippers to strip naked for him.  For the most part they humiliated those girls in asking them to do various things for the group enjoyment. What I am told he was was extremely annoyed at the single mothers and knowing they had almost zero chance of going to bed with him as to their willingness to be topless in a night club.  The single mothers that evening were the one ones who ran out of the club crying that night.        I still know her.  But now she has greater issue.