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MNight
Hetero Male Dominant, 39, Garland, Texas 
MNight
A lot of people will count from the first time they picked up a whip or a rope and call themselves that many years experienced, regardless of how often or deeply they spent the intervening time engaging in BDSM. Thus the phrase I have X years of experience, is meaningless.

I started young and I have grown fond of power and control. My interests slid subtly over the years towards TPE slavery. I enjoy a very broad spectrum of activities, but require none in particular. Trust, communication, and control became the foundations upon which I would, or wouldnt build any relationship in my life. I tried dating vanilla girls but ... often they just dont get it, and not everyone can be converted.

What I wanted however most way beyond silken ties and ice cubes, so I turned my search towards the internet once more to find people who had already experimented with power and control, and KNEW they wanted a submission bordering on slavery, or slavery itself. We could have a silly argument about where slavery starts and ends but the whole thing is a continuous spectrum and I prefer to simply plant my flag on the end of slave or slave like and leave the finer details for discussion and negotiation.



Not everyone will agree with how I do things, and thats fine. To them I wish a happy life and good luck in their search.





WHAT I SEEK for those of you scrolling down



Live in 247 Total Power Exchange prefer ConsensualNon-Consent with a slave-like submissive, pet, or slave. The particulars of activities done matter but most things I can include or leave out without any sorrow or frustration. The one thing I do need, and require in any relationship is control. Without this, bondage, and floggers are just activities to do, that frankly I could go down to the local play party once a month and get out of my system otherwise.



If you name an activity not on my limits list I have probably done it. Not only did I do it, but I was probably trained in how to do it by someone who knew more about it than I did and who had experience.




Relocation - possible for the right individual I thrive in one on one relationships.



One last thing, if you have a car, and you are in a hurry to relocate and only need XXX dollars in gas money to drive here, pedal that scam somewhere else. If you need assistance in relocation you will either fly here, or I will fly there and escort you back. I will never under any circumstances send money to strangers on the typically false promise that they will then later show up. You cant argue, reason, or wiggle your way out of this requirement so dont bother trying and move on to someone else.
someonebutwhereIrony defined: A Man, listing himself as a Female Trans Sexual Lesbian, who still has his penis, complaining about Men pretending to be women! Then claiming that he uses Female, instead of Trans because Trans 'seems to mean transvestite instead of transsexual'. If you don't have plans to get it changed to a pussy, your a guy who likes women, and likes dressing as a woman (transvestite).

Some work out, some do not. I have always known this to be true. I will have the relationship of my choice, when and how I desire it. Otherwise, I will be alone. It is better to have what you want, than to struggle vainly against that which is not. She tried to turn the tables on me, thinking that I was under her spell. I know however the mind control game too well, and descided that perhaps it would be better to wait, give her a chance to change her mind. In the end, she elected to continue her struggle till the bitter end, then turned and walked away. I cared for her in the time that I knew her, but I could not submit. Perhaps at times I am foolish in how I behave, I have caught myself at times acting needy, or exhibiting some whisper of submissive behavior. Yet I know, despite anyones opinion that I am a Dom, a Master. I cannot submit because it is not in my nature to do so. I truly wish her the best of luck in her search, and should she happen to read this, my door is open. M

I may have found the girl who needs my deep and intense level of mental and physical control. Do far she sounds perfect, and I am amazed by how in sync we seem to be with one another. It also seems she wants an intense level of mind control, somethin I have long been fascinated with and by. She fears her need for it may be more intense thatn I can take, funny thing is... I was worrying the same thing. There is real potential here.

There are many constants in an engineer's life, gravity, speed of light in a vacuum, planks distance, among many others. Today I think I may have found one more.

The silence in my journal is, palpable. The absence of entries regarding my efforts to master first myself by means of losing weight and getting control of myself and my stuff, reflects the deep struggle I have been engaging in with myself to make efforts towards that Mastery.Control of my weightI bought an iPhone and found "an app for that". Lose It! helps me log food consumption and exercise, with a calorie calculator. Now I look up what I am planning to eat before sticking it in my mouth, to see what nutrients and calories I am getting. I find myself saying no to the wrong kinds of food, and a sort of self control about what I am eating that only seems to come from a desire to lose weight that is stronger than the desire to consume the food before me.I have lost my first 10 pounds, as of today I am 244.0 pounds.Now I am alone in my space, my roommate and former girlfriend has moved out after not paying her part of the bills for months. I stand poised on the brink of recovery from the tribulations of the last 6 months since I made the vow to master, first, my own life.

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