9/22/2017 5:10:24 AM: Took a half day off work and drove 2 hours to hook up with a couple I met here on collarspace.Holy crap what a great time, 5 hours of pure bliss for me and them. i have a sore ass, nipples and my jaw hurts. I think the marks are going to last a while !! I was poked, whipped, tied, slapped and generally abused from the time I walked in the door, I preformed all the tasks they gave me and served them in the ways they wanted.I loved every minute of it. !!! I feel great this morning, can we do it again?

9/5/2017 7:18:29 PM: Ive been looking around and have gotten some inquiries but mostly players. I know there's one out there that's looking for a good submissive/slave...Ill find you!!

3/24/2014 5:46:11 AM: It’s always fun to start looking again, I have been at this for a long time and have gotten to the point where I can spot a player with 1 or 2 emails.   Here is a sample of one, this guy contacted me, his profile says he looking for a female so one has to wonder why he was contacting me in the first place. Here is a sample of the emails between us   Me: Sir, I read your profile and I get the impression that you're looking for a female submissive and not a male. I have served both male & female dominates in the past and if there is interest on your part in a male submissive I would be open to starting a dialog to see if I can meet your needs.  Would Sir be a suitable way to address you now or would you prefer something else?  Respectfully Barrygood   Him: Expect to be naked n do as I tell u u will suck cock n if ur a good sissie I'll fuck u   Me: Sir, I'm trying to get a feel of what your expectations are of a slave, I get the part about sucking dick.  I suck dick pretty good and have no problem doing that if that ‘s what you want. What I'm asking you is, are you into bondage, pain, water sports...that type of thing. Do you expect me to clean, run errands ...ect   Are you looking for someone during the day, evenings, a few hours a week? Do I come over strip, suck your dick and go home or is there more to it?  Respectfully Barrygood   Him: What did I say the first time sissie Expect to be naked n do as I tell u u will suck cock n if ur a good sissie I'll fuck u   This is just one of several great conversationalists that I've come across in recent months. Then I read this guy’s profile recently and he complains and questions if there’s any real people out that that don’t play games…is he kidding. I had this other guy contact me and he gets pissed off because I asked questions and a real slave doesn't.   I like serving a Male Dominate because I get off on the serving part, so whether it’s male or female  I can go either way on that, I love serving couples best! I have met with some great people on here for sure but lately it’s been the bottom of the barrel kind of stuff.   The search goes on!   

10/30/2012 9:09:37 AM: I think it's time to start looking agian, things in my life are moving way too slow or not at all! I need something and soon...hard to cuff yourself at night and that be any fun, i need real time!!!

6/7/2011 2:17:20 PM: I had met with someone about a week ago. It was the kind meeting that goes from emails to texting to a physical meeting in about a week. They gave me their home address and were pretty open about things. None of the usual guessing games about meeting. Direct and to the point…refreshing.   While to don’t mind it, it does put my guard up a bit, why do they want to meet so fast, they are not giving me any time to think about it, could be good or bad. But I do it anyway because well they are so open and we are meeting at their house and I have my silent alarm in place. They want to meet and go to dinner, we can ride together to the restaurant, I politely reply that I would love to go to dinner but for my own safety I will take my car. I think that’s OK and if they have been around as they say they have been they will understand where I am coming from.   So I met and we go to dinner. I think…well I know I talk a lot, that’s just the way I am. While a submissive by nature about the only Dominate thing about me is i usually take over and dominate the conversation. Not because I want to, I try to stop myself I really do but I love to talk with people. Now when I serve someone I don’t say a word unless asked a direct question or I am told to but just out for dinner I will talk your ear off if you let me.   Well we end up back at their place and I go upstairs with them and well lets just say I let them do what they wanted.  I have a few rules and one is I don’t play on the first meeting.  But I felt safe, my silent alarm was still good for a few more hours so i said what the hell let’s do it.   I have 2 other rules that I stand by always, I never do bondage the first time I meet someone and the first time there is to be any impact play don’t leave marks.  The bondage rule and the reason for it is self explanatory. The no marks rule is there because frankly I don’t know them and they don’t know me and until we get to know each other better and I get to know what to expect  from them it’s best not to hit too hard at first. You don’t want to scare me off right away right. It’s not say that you can’t whip, spank or do any of the things you love to do to me, turn my ass bright red if you want. I just wish to work my way into getting to know them, as I get to know them and what to expect from them we can work up to a level they want me at and like to play at.  I love marks and the longer they last the better I like them…I just like to play safe a few times , if you can do that then it builds my trust in you and it works better for all.   So house met, dinner, back to their place, bedroom and let them use me. I thought I did ok. I was nervous as anyone is the first time but I did what they asked me to do and let them do what they wanted to me with no objections.   So a few days go by and nothing…the KISS OF SUB DEATH!!!!   Something wasn’t to their liking so I email.  To my surprise I get a reply. I politely asked if anything was wrong and the reply just about floored me.   I have been doing this for almost 20 years as a submissive and have been told all kinds of things but I have never ever been called “not submissive enough”…what I say shaking my head. I re-read it and yup that’s what it says “not submissive enough”, I had one person tell me I was the most submissive person they ever met and they had been doing it for as long as I have.   I guess I just learned something new about myself…you’re never too old to learn something new I guess.