Bi-curious crossdresser. Live as a guy in public, but alone I love to dress up!!

Never have tried bondage but I fantasized being a slavemaid for sure. I love the feel of lace and silk. Been doing this for years now, always alone. I really have a desire dress up and pose for others. This closet dress up thing is OK but I am craving more now. Maybe help from other CDs TVs gurls etc to help me with my look. Then I really want to know how it feels to explore my femside . Did I mention I love dressing up , the sexier I feel the wetter I get