3/7/2023 4:09:49 PM: Demons We all have them .Just some are better at hiding them. Or think they are.WE choose what to do with the ones INSIDE us.The ones we see everyday.You can't hide them for long.We learn to deal as we get older and perhaps they go away. O just find a better hiding spot That not just little things make them show there ugly horns.Perhaps Our loved ones help with keeping the triggers away. Who really knows.Till you've tried on the shoes make sure that you can walk in them ESPICALY if there NOT your shoes.The demons in ones head can choke a priest.Med ya say? WHY I say?Groundings oneself can help. Meditation can as well. BUT do the demons ever go away completely?Sure when one is dead and gone maybe.How we deal is what makes US STRONGER.Take my hand and I'll help all I can.Without hurting myself of course .May the goddess and gods guide and help you be at peace within oneself.( By KA) me

3/7/2023 4:08:20 PM: As of Feb 2023 I will no longer have internet for awhile so please contack me on fetliife my id there is  gigglingangel  Thanks angel

2/20/2018 1:28:11 PM: Life Path 'Oh you're ready to give true love, huh? Ready to lay down your insecurities so you don't let your wounds create wounds in me?Ready to overcome your triggers so you don't lash out unfairly?Ready to listen to understand from my perspective, not listen to build an argument in your head?Ready to face your demons, eye to eye, no running away from what needs fixing?Ready to face mine? Are you strong enough to go to battle with me when I'm falling down the rabbit holes of depression or anxiety?Ready to be patient with my flaws when those flaws are sometimes painfully disruptive?Ready to help me discover all the paths to overcoming those flaws and the failures that will result sometimes?Ready to give acts of love even when you're struggling to feel any love in that moment for me? Ready to put my heart before your anger, knowing there's nothing you could say to justify wounding the One you protect? Ready to be honest with yourself enough to know when you have to protect me from your bad habits by changing your habits?Ready to look wrong even when you're right because there's some benefit for me to heal?Ready to fight FOR me when you feel tempted to fight with me? It's easy to profess love when you're focused on the life affirming, beautiful parts of being in love with someone else. But being in love is about being in the state of love, especially when you don't 'feel' like being loving. That's what makes it real love. When the heart of the One you've sworn to protect is equally as important as protecting your own heart, it becomes impossible to harm them. Keeping their heart and mind safe ( even from you sometimes ) is the only reality you can bear to create.' by Angela Cochran 

6/7/2017 10:56:49 AM:                           Emerald Emotions run deep as she slathers to the sands .As her toes touch the hot sands of the many before her .With a sways of a hip and dash of her head .She'd never felt love.' Before nowIs it true ? Her body trembles .Will it last ? her thoughts ran like the winds of time.Her locks flowed about her slender frame .Has he stolen her heart ? Will it last?This can't be she thought.As a tiny hand start caressing her slightly tanned skin.Will he touch me ? Will he love me ?Her emerald green orbs scanned the crowd for him.As there eyes meet she knew 'It was truly there . He loved her unconditionally .Her heart pounded almost trough her chest .As she feels his love fer the first time.Her soul has meet its match fer the first time in a long time.One can only hope it will last a life time.Her body collapsed to parted thighs as her mind melted at the thought of his touch.She hears the snap of his fingers ' Her body seamed to react to each commandHer emerald green eye's scans the room for Him once more for the one she calls her Master'As there eyes meet again her eyes dance with delight .The love between them can be seen through out the lands .With all she did it ran deep. Her Love was to the stars and beyond.Will he take her ? What stops him? The Master of her dreams.Once she loved one to only be hurt. Now she searches for another.He has captured her heart tis day. As he takes her in his arms.He grabs her long locks and searches her emerald green orbs.You'll be MINE Kajira. Do yee understand?She answers with a single tear in her eye '' yes Master.Thy name will be light. ' he spoke in a stern voice .'Yes Master ' What makes yee call me light ?.I not need to explain to you girl. But I will.Your red locks light a room when you walk into it. 'You out shine many with your soft works .

5/7/2017 5:46:42 PM: Dissociative identity disorder (previously known as multiple personality disorder) is thought to be a complex psychological condition that is likely caused by many factors, including severe trauma during early childhood (usually extreme, repetitive physical, sexual, or emotional abuse). What Is Dissociative Identity Disorder? Most of us have experienced mild dissociation, which is like daydreaming or getting lost in the moment while working on a project. However, dissociative identity disorder is a severe form of dissociation, a mental process which produces a lack of connection in a person's thoughts, memories, feelings, actions, or sense of identity. Dissociative identity disorder is thought to stem from a combination of factors that may include trauma experienced by the person with the disorder. The dissociative aspect is thought to be a coping mechanism -- the person literally dissociates himself from a situation or experience that's too violent, traumatic, or painful to assimilate with his conscious self.