You need to be local for me to consider you. Sorry, but I don't do online training.

I'm using livejournal now for my journal entries. www.livejournal.com/users/Lance_Lake

Well, I've put up some more pictures on this website for people to gawk at. :)Picture #1: These's the origional. The Black and White taken at a LARP I used to go to.Picture #2: Me and my wife at our wedding. Picture #3: A more modern picture of me. My wife says I look good in it, but I dunno. :)Picture #4: My wife. I say she looks good, but she disagrees.. Hrm... I see a patern here.

I found a poem that touched my heart trully.. Thank you Chya for pointing this one out to me.======================A lonely submissive slowly climbed the stairsAnd unto her computer did goHer movements were slow and filled with painHer limbs were stiff and slow She eased herself into the chairAnd tried wisely not to cry outAs her abused flesh did protest and rageFrom this latest D/s bout He had claimed to be a MasterShe knew him now to be nothing of the kindHe had weaved his lies so skillfully,And she wondered, 'Could time ease this pain of heart and mind?' Not just the pain of battered fleshShe knew, in a few days that would fadeBut the pain in her soul, the shattered trustThe mockery of everything she held dear that he had made. She remembered how she had trusted once her dearest friendWho then told her this was a disease that she could lick. She thought how at work, she stood so tallWhen what she really wanted to do was kneelAnd how men would ask her for a dateNever understanding how she did truly feel. 'I know he is out there' she thought to herselfAs she typed her password inNot a sadist, or an abuser, but an honest man.One who would understand the passons I hold within. She knew that the hunt would soon go onShe knew what she had to findHe was out there somewhere...a proud strong DomWho would understand her heart, soul and mind. One who would control her,and yet would not abuse such trustOne to whom she could serve as a loving slave.And who would not be overcome by his lust. One to whom she could bend her kneeAnd not be seen the lesser forOne who would hold her, and mold her and make her hisAnd under whose boot, she could soar. He who would understand this burning needThat made her different from the restOne who would hold her, stroke her and make her feel safeEven if she failed his test 'A man like that is worth the any cost'She thought to herself, deep within her mindWhat is broken flesh, or promises and trustIf such a Master I can find. One who can fill my days with happinessAnd fill my nights with passon and with love...One who would make me crawl beneath His bootsOr soar in the stars above? Someday I will find HimSomeday his collar shall I feelOnly then can this hurt be overAs in pride before him I do kneel And somewhere...not all that far awayThere before a computer screenA Master read a profileAnd well understood what the words did mean For he knew that he was a Hunterand that was yet the hunted, all in one.He reached his hand out to his mouse and smiled,As once again, the dance began 'Perhaps this one' he thought to himselfAs he entered the command'Not a gamer or liar, a head case or whoreBut one who will, with honesty kneel before me where I stand.' One who would take that which I would giveAnd give that which I would take.She with the yen to match my yangWithin each a thirst for the other to drink.And so even now, the game goes onWhere Hunter and hunted are oneA dance of love and respect, of passion and trust, With each other, something wonderful begun! The poem is entitled 'The Dance' by SirWolf

Wow.. It's been a long time since I wrote in this.. :)Well, let's see.. The Kid is growing up fine. I'm constantly amazed in how much he's learning everyday. Things are strained around the house with VAS. It's tough being a Dom/Sub couple when there's children about. We have to keep it quiet and make sure we aren't corrupting young minds (yet). But also, we don't seem to have the time or the energy for a scene after we put him to bed.. So it's tiring.I've taken up trying to find a sub to join us again. Not as a live-in, but just someone to play with and there are a few that seem promising. We will have to see what time brings about.