Sometimes dead ends bring about a new road to travel. My road is to serve, to obey, to learn and grow.  Eventually to love the one that i serve (is that possible?) i understand what I need to give and I want to find that someone to give myself to.

I love all things in life and have had many wonderful people and things throughout but I have always missed that one target, to serve, to be owned and controlled.  I want to feel helpless as I place my Owner above everything else. Total power exchange with my complete commitment to Your wants and needs. 

To serve at any cost. To suffer for Your enjoyment. To receive freedom as You allow it. To commit forever with no outs.