Castiel seeking Winchester AKA beta seeking Alpha
֍ I am a masculine INTJ type with an above average IQ who is looking for a masculine partner.
֍ My introverted shyness may be why I throw off an alpha vibe and attract sub bottoms when out and about while true Doms treat me like competition and that is why I am here at CS and rarely go out or drink.
֍ I was a surprise unexpected baby who grew up with Boomer siblings and have Boomer sensibilities but technically I am Gen X.
֍ I grew up in east TN but have nary an accent and believe in truth over lies and equality for all and decency and climate change and being respectful.
֍ I came out in the late 80s and have had 4 significant others since that time with one leaving me a widower and I am not particularly keen on hookups or being one of many in a stable and yes I am into Pony Play though inexperienced.
֍ I am a geeky nerdy technologist but feel most at home with nature and critters.
֍ There is an above European average likelihood that I have the CCR5-Delta32 genetic mutation but am regularly tested and have NEVER had an STD.
֍ I am a lifelong vanilla top who craves a partnership with a masculine well intentioned bossy in charge demanding Sir whether he be top or bottom but have NEVER had that type of relationship and have been the one in charge and now looking to be a Subby Hubby but No Bueno to cross dressers and Trans and Fems and those born with a snatch with all due respect.
֍ I might have an oral fixation as I love servicing feet and ass and giving tongue baths and I love cuming and can cum over and over and over the shoulder of the man sitting on my face but would be interested in a Sir who is interested in orgasm control and chastity and making me work for my orgasms.
֍ I could be a Side as long as I still got to eat epic amounts of ass and might could be a sub leaning Switch otherwise.
֍ I think I might be into privately being publicly humiliated.
֍ I might be on the autistic spectrum but if so it is not obvious but I seem to get along with others on the spectrum and they seem to be comfortable with me or maybe I just appreciate their natural honesty as I am very much all about Truth NOT lies and On or Off and Ones and Zeros and Black and White but have learned to appreciate shades of grey and the Quantum Qubit.
֍ I am not submissive by default but keen to be submissive to just One individual hopefully for the rest of our lives and that ideal individual might be shorter and might or might not have a belly and might be bald but definitely has facial hair and preferably has body hair and knows there is more to being a Dom than just claiming to be a Dom and expecting me to submissively send cock picas or lock my junk up long distance without getting to know one another.
֍ Bears are my favorite but many are confused by the true definition of what a man bear is and that old school original definition is a Mature Bearded Hirsute Man while younger versions are Otters and a bear is not fat by default or why else have Fat Bear Week starting right after this Oct 1 2024 profile update but way back in the olden days there were Bears and there was the Mirth and Girth group and they merged resources and now unbearded hairless Chubs call themselves Bears when they are mistaken.֍ I am a husky bear who works out regularly and when I have completed an average workout I have pressed and curled a total of 10 tons and completed a thousand ab twists with only my ass touching the ground but all of that is across 15 sets and I do this so I can be sturdy and useful for Sir when He collars me and uses me for his heavy lifting slave labor and not because I am a gym bunny nor am I looking for a gym bunny.
֍ I hate run on sentences but I hate the way CS drops punctuation even more hence the formatting here and lots of Ands and Ors and Buts and even a So and While.
֍ Although shy I am friendly and engaging once the ice has been broken so say Hi if you are genuine and want to chat further.
֍ Updated 1 October 2024