Hello, I am submissive male who has identified as straight his whole life. I was previously in a Female Led Relationship that encompassed the 5 Food Groups of a loving FLR.  We learned that chastity, for me, was a positive.  Orgasm control kept me more attuned to my submissive self (I have my own device that fits me well).  Domestic discipline was also practiced and included both physical and psychological, sometimes ending with restrictive bondage.  It is  amazing how a consistent discipline regiman, not only for offences, but scheduled, eventually came to be something I looked forward to, making me feel so much closer to my Goddess.  I am masculine, but on occasion, she used feminization as part of training and control.  Our relationship occasionally included an additional male partner. Even though the female was the focal point of the encounters, both were dominant over me and I found myself to be quite comfortable in the situation.

While seek a dominant woman with who I could share this experience again, I do have a have fantasy that involves me at the beck and call of a dominant male who I would service orally whenever called upon. He would live nearby and I would share my cell phone location so he would always know my whereabouts. At anytime he desires, he would text me to meet him or come to my place for service. The meeting could be anytime, before during or after work and on weekends. He would respect the fact that I also live a vanilla live, but I would always endeavor to accommodate when possible even if it is just for a short session.  At the conclusion of our session, if my dom has time, I would like to receive a complete flogging from head to toe, front and back.  It will be my red marks that give me pleasure as I look at them and feel them until our next encounter.  I have never been romantically attracted to men, but I have come to realize the power of the cock.  Being submissive in nature, I think this is something I would like to do for a confidant male. Sometimes the fantasy is better than the reality, but it doesn't hurt to try.