TSMissRae ome hands on play time is up there. Will add more to this as I have time and gain insight. Rae

1/19/2017 4:43:39 PM: In Louisville KY through Thursday evening heading home on Friday. 12/20/2016 6:57:17 PM: Wishing everyone a wonderful Christmas. 11/15/2016 1:34:32 PM: Another fun Saturday at work.  On the job site at 05:30AM and just got home at 7PM. I soo *love* my salaried position... A hot tub to soak in and enjoy a cold adult beverage or two would be nice right now; I guess I'll just have to settle for a hot bath.. 11/12/2016 3:06:45 PM: I have been letting my hair grow out for the last nearly three months.

Finally went to get the wild mess trimmed up and evened out.  Cannot remember the last time my hair was just over my ears, as have been a "high and tight" type since joining the Army back in the mid '80's.

Anyway, having my hair cut, it felt amazing when the stylist was combing , grabbing a handful and pulling ot be able to trim it.

In the past I have always enjoyed having my hair cut, but this was different, a more primal reaction, arousing in getting my nipples hard; pleasurable by itself.

I would have never guessed, that I would find having my hair pulled, so pleasurable.

It's the little things that end up catching us by surprise. 10/14/2016 12:09:07 PM: Stress.. Work is getting the better of me.  Being a contractor for a former employer is taking it's toll. How I wish I could wake up and find the last year and a half was just a bad dream (work wise at least). Today is the first time in ages that I can honestly say I'm feeling drunk ( 2 Long Island Iced Teas on an empty stomach) and wishing things were different in my life. I am tired of the cock & balls between my legs, at a minimum, I'd like the balls gone and for that matter the cock too.. and a tight vagina in their place.  I'd be happy with a nice 'A' cup, but wouldn't complain with something larger for breasts.. At this point, being "fuck meat" or a sex slave sure seems like a better alternative. at least it's pleasurable, and pleases others...  Sure a lot easier than dealing the manufacturers who can't seem to get their act together to fix bigger problems...  Last week, I gave up one of my prized possessions - an Ampallang piercing.  It was getting in the way of my dressings as I preferred, and after getting caught in lace.. well, lets just say I'm glad the bleeding wasn't bad with the emergency bathroom visit.. Am I crazy, probably.  Do I want a different, more fun life, absolutely.  Do I wish I realized and accepted that I am "different" than most,hell yes!  I think about the years I could have been working towards being more feminine, having hips, better legs & ass, and real breasts.... i guess one could say, I'm tired of hiding who I am inside..  and wish the outside would match the inside...  I'm thinking a "Tramp Stamp" is in order..  a cross between a rising Phoenix and a fairy..  to signify my rebirth and the emergence of the feminine side...