Hello, thank you for reading my profile.

First of what I'm looking for. My ultimate goal is to find a serious relationship that leads to marriage to a dominant woman, my forever mistress. I'm open to an open relationship and polyamory. I'm also open to casual play partners if we have a lot in common and can be friends.

I am a newbie to looking for a relationship and real life play, but I am not a newbie submissive. I have been single forever for personal reasons. I don't want to post them on my profile, but don't mind sharing if we connect. I have been working on myself until I was ready for a relationship and I believe I am now.

I am a huge nerd and homebody. I am a huge gamer (RPGs, Survival Horror, Shooters, Action Adventure, mostly single-player). I love to play video games and stay on top of gaming culture and news. I also love movies and TV. My favorites are sci-fi and horror. I also love adult comedy cartoons and I'm also getting into anime.

I also love the outdoors and animals. I love to go on long hikes, but don't go as often as I should. I want to start kayaking too.

I love a lot of different music, mostly rock metal, grunge, and rap ( mostly stuck in the '90s and early 2000s), but I also like pop, R&B, and hip-hop.

I am very left leaning in my politics and I would like to be with someone who is as well. I'm not religious, but I am spiritual, mostly eastern philosophies. I respect others beliefs as long as they are also respectful of other people beliefs and not dogmatic.

I don't smoke weed any more or do any drugs, but I drink occasionally, but I'm a total light weight.

I have a lot to learn about myself in regards to BDSM, especially in real life play, but I'm sure I'm a submissive. I don't think I want to be a total slave. I also prefer to be the bottom, but like to be the top in a kinda vanilla way sometimes if that make sense. I'm not much of a masochist, but like light and playful impact play and pain.

Being submissive to me is not all about kinks, fetish, and sex. I am a very passive and introverted and a strong assertive woman is so attractive to me. I don't think I'm a service submissive or a servant. I want house hold things and finances to be egalitarian. I do greatly enjoy pleasing my partners.

I want to be submissive romantically. I want to be the little spoon when we cuddle and I want to be able to lay my head on your shoulder when we watch a movie together.

I want a relationship where our qualities compliment each others. I want to be submissive in our relationship, as long as my mistress respects my needs, desires, and limits.

I am open to exploring a lot of different kinks, but my favorites are anal, pegging, pussy ass foot and body worship, bondage, and facesitting. My hard limits are blood, urine, feces, extreme pain, sperm eating, public humiliation, cuckolding, findom, CBT, and vomit. Some soft limits are chasity and humiliation.

I'm not sure what exactly I have to offer in a relationship and as a submissive other than the basics, like friendship, love, affection, loyalty, dedication, and obedience.

Thanks again for ready my profile.

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==

100% Rope bunny

100% Submissive

95% Non-monogamist

82% Primal (Prey)

79% Experimentalist

77% Boy/Girl

73% Voyeur

72% Slave

69% Degradee

65% Exhibitionist

64% Masochist

51% Vanilla

48% Pet

40% Ageplayer

23% Brat

0% Switch