Looking for someone to give the control to. few hard limits, open to lots of things. i am just looking for a REAL DOM someone strict but fair.

i am 57 and looking for a Master that will train me to be the best for him, and inspect me. one special person to give all the control to, he will tell me what to do, and i will do it with a smile. i want to be used for your pleasure in any way you desire. i have no self discipline and need directioni am a big fan of anal and love being on all fours, collar and leash optional. (lol) i also should include i fantasize about being milked, being used as a human cow. i still believe that there is one or two real people on here!
please be semi-local, im not looking for someone in India