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| I have been in this lifestyle for many years now but have not found the one that can take me to where I want to go. I will admit up front that I don't have a lot of trust in people anymore and so it will take a little time to get to know me. You may want to push and I may get mad but if you can get through that you just might be the one. I have not played much over the last few years and when I have, I have found people that will do what I want. I need someone who can push me out of my comfort zone. But I will also resist you as well. I just know me.
Aside from the lifestyle, I am a very average person with hopes and dreams of suceeding in life. I am a graduate student that wants to support herself and does not want to be a burden on anyone. I am not after your money or a place to live. I have a cat that I love very much. Once through with school, I hope that find my dream career and get back on my own again. That will definitely make meeting people much easier.
But enough about my homelife. There are so many things that I want to explore, sensory deprivation, medical play, needle play are just a few things that I want to explore more. I used to handle pain fairly well when I played on a regular basis. I loved being pushed into things. I love forced orgasms and fisting, I have large breasts that love to be tied tightly. I am a BBW, or maybe the term is SSBBW. I am 5 foot tall and 300 pounds. There is no getting around it, or hiding it, not that I would want to. I want honesty so I give honesty.
Maybe I will just find that one person this time around.
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