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To the world around me, i am a take charge woman but in my heart and soul; in every fiber of my being, i am a submissive. Every day, i am faced with many decisions which seem so overwhelming to me that i wish i could give over that power to Someone else.

i grew up in a 1950’s household where Dad was in charge...He had the last word on everything-no argument, no discussion. we all had our place in that household and knew the expectations for each of us. i liked that. i felt protected, loved, cared for, and appreciated. i felt a sense of pride and accomplishment when i met the expectations.

i was in a long distance D/s relationship for many years but as those of you in long-distance relationships know; distance can make it hard to maintain that kind of relationship.

Right now i am looking for F/friends who would like to share some common experiences. If the F/friends turn out to be something more.........that’s a bonus.

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11/18/2007 11:53:39 AM
For those of Y/you who have been wondering where i have been the past week...i have been in the hospital.  i just got home yesterday and although i am still quite tired, i do want to update Y/you. 

It seems some drivers do not see a red light as meaning to STOP the car and so a very cute little blue car ran the red light and took me and my cute little (now looking like a box of sheet metal)red car out.  i managed to only get a broken ankle and wrist and various cuts, scratches and bruises out of the ordeal.  However, it did scare the living **** out of me, to say the least.

So for those of Y/you who wondered, i am doing fine and will be back on a bit more regularly again.

10/16/2007 4:08:32 PM
i have been reading on many profiles that some on here are very upset/disappointed in the lack of response they receive to their messages.  They do not understand why, for courtesy sake, the recipient of their message does not even write back "thank you, not interested".  i try to answer all messages written to me and have on occasion written a "thank You, but i am not interested". A few have written me back asking why and that i should be explaining more than a one-liner. So please don't write how you at least want a "thank you not interested" when you want book, chapter and verse on why.

10/5/2007 3:59:24 PM
Flu has been an unyielding master the last few days on this lil submissive.  he filled my head with what felt like bags of cotton balls and made me confused and disorientated.  he refused to let me dress and go to work; instead making me lay down and sleep 12 hours at a time.  he made my throat scratchy, my nose sneezy and my overall feeling awful.  However, i am happy to report i have asked the flu to release me and i am feeling so much better.  Insteresting how master flu only shows up in the fall and winter.  Very flighty that guy!  :)

9/26/2007 6:10:34 PM
The leaves are changing colors, the air is becoming crisp and cool and i have one month of school under my belt.  i breathe a sigh of relief.  Things seem to be calming down a bit.  Can it be any more perfect?  Of course it can.  If i had the right One to share all the ups and downs of life with (and some of those kinky bumps along the way)....then it would be picture perfect.  *smiles*

9/7/2007 6:32:52 PM
Isn't it interesting how one can receive messages from Doms who say they believe they are so compatible with you and then say but "you live too far away."?  In my opinion, if Someone is so perfect for me and i for Him, distance wouldn't be an issue.  But that's just my opinion.  *shrugs*

8/27/2007 3:17:34 PM
For those of you who have been sending me chat invites, it seems chat on here does not work for me.  i am not being rude, i just can't get the chat to work.

8/18/2007 7:43:55 PM
i have been noticing that a lot of people use their journals to complain about things here.  They complain about profiles, journals, people, etc. 

It's that time of year when school begins again and everything around here is getting very hectic.  There is a good and a bad side to all this flurry of activity.  It's good because it is so busy this lil submissive doesn't have time to dwell on the fact she has no Dom to serve.  It is bad because it is so busy this lil submissive wishes she had a Dom to take the responsibilities in hand.

Can one still be a submissive without a Dom to serve?  i wonder sometimes...

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dawnparrish
 
 Age: 37
 Mumb, India