Well, its the beginning of May... and seems my luck is changing I start a job today after looking for 5 months.. been 2 years since I worked.. gonna be hard but it will all be worth and I'm gonna bust ass and get it done. I have decided that I'm done searching for someone.. don't get me wrong I want a Dominant.. but I need to focus on me and my needs.. not my wants. If someone comes around and things develop then they do but I'm not gonna go out of my way to contact someone, I'm not laying my heart out on the line anymore.. The more I get treated like shit by men the more a wall gets built around my heart and I'm getting jaded.. I don't want to be jaded.. I don't want to make it impossible for me to find someone.. so I'm taking a step back, reevaluating and just gonna keep my friends I have made close to me and get my life in order.. when its time for me to be in a relationship.. he will show up.. until then.. I'm done looking.

Here is the day before valentines day a little over a week before my 26th birthday.. and so much has changed in the past 2 months.. I am still healing and working on getting better. Working on finding a job.. thats the toughest part. My Daddy had told me he loved me and was telling me that up until he told me he didn't love me anymore.. he lied to me and hurt me. He didn't want me working so for 2 years I didn't work.. and now that I am without him now that he has replaced me with someone else I am out there looking for work.. its hard to find a job when you are unemployed its even harder when you have been without a job for 2 years... I am beginning to look again for a Master/ Dominant.. but I have taking my time and going slow.. and this time I am not going to give up working not until I feel we have been together long enough that it will work out.. I need the back up plan the safety net.. and I don't plan on moving outside of TN either.. I can't do it this is my home and I am going to work on making a home for myself here.. so if you aren't willing to move to me.. or you aren't local.. please don't bother.

Me and my Daddy broke up Dec. 30th.. I am reeling from it and have decided to step back from looking for now. My heart hurts and I need time to heal.. I never thought this would happen.. and I am gearing up for the move back across country.. its gonna be a 19 hour bus ride and I am not looking forward to it. I love it here in Iowa but as the situation is I can't stay here. Just looking for friends right now nothing more.. if you message me with the intent of sex your message will be deleted.

Well, me and Daddy have decided to add a female slave to our family. This will give me the ability to be Dominant and not have to give up my submissiveness as I will still be submissive to my Daddy. We want to get to know them before we meet them or even agree to a relationship as we all need to click with one another to make it work. Eventually, when the time is right we want to be able to have her move in with us and continue this 24/7. If anyone wants to get to know us feel free to message us.