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*having a really difficult time right now figuring out what I want and what I need. So many things in my life up in the air right now.*
I do not use messengers, so please do not ask. No, I will not get one, I do not like them. Please do not ask for my phone number, I do not give out any personal information unless we have spoken a great deal and have plans to meet. In my opinion, if we do not have any connection or plan to meet, I don't want you having my personal information.
My name is Vixen. I am 23 years old, though I am told I am more mature for my age :) I generally do not enjoy other people my age, as I have found them more often than not to be immature and annoying. I have found a couple that are wonderful though.
I am in a polyamorous relationship with RageMaion. I have been with Him for almost three years now ^.^ We allow each other to find relationships outside of our own, because we both know that we cannot fulfill every need that the other person has, and we accept that.
I am wandering right now...not quite sure what I am looking for, but hoping that I will know it when I find it. I am looking for male Dominants. I do not submit freely, it is something that must be earned. I know that sounds difficult and cliche, Im sorry. Last time I have my submission freely, I ended up being abused and raped on a constant basis for 9 months. It made me a bit more wary. That being said, I need a man strong enough to handle me at my worst and at my best. I am a brat, and that will never change, but I always try to remain respectful. I have not had someone to be submissive to in a very long time, and it may take some time to get back into that, but I do know that is something that I want. I am very much so a babygirl, and need a caring Dominant, one who leans towards DaddyDom is best. I am a firm believer in corporal punishment. I have found that, for me at least, it works best. I have never been better behaved, had better habits, or been more happy and serene than when I was being soundly spanked for disobediance, weird as that may sound. It helps me to learn, and to feel forgiven. It is especially useful in helping to curb bad moods and the bitchiness that tends to come with it. I love rope play and (non-punishment) spanking, most of all, though I have come to have many interests over the years. For me, respect, honesty, and communication are key.
I have a host of medical problems that I know not everyone can handle. If you cannot, or are not willing, to handle these, I will not hold that against you, at all. It takes a very strong person to take care of anyone with medical problems, and I understand that not everyone is cut out for that.
If any of this seems of interest, please feel free to message me ^.^
Keep in mind, I am an open book, completely. I answer any question, openly and honestly, it is simply the way that I am. I don't understand the concept of being closed, it is just something I cannot comprehend, though I have tried. So, beware...if you ask me a question...make sure you are ready for the answer ;)
~Vixen
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For everyone that asks, yes that is blood on my back in that picture lol. It is not paint or, as one person asked, jelly :/ This was from a blood cupping scene. Once the cups came off and there were pools of blood, my Master played with it and used it as body paint ^.^ so much fun |
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Back in my size 6's! BOOYAH! ^.^ Hehe... |
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I dont understand why it is so hard to find a Daddy =*( There are a ton of men willing, and wanting, to be my Dominant...and some that seem to be absolutely amazing people....but I want a Daddy...I NEED a Daddy...I need someone who can be the caring Daddy Dom, that takes care of me when I don't feel good, that takes me out to play, that rewards me when I do my chores...but at the same time, I need that Daddy to be able to change His hat...My needs and preferences change...sometimes, I need a Daddy to love me and hold me, or punish my bottom for being a brat. Sometimes, I need the strong rock support of a Master. Sometimes, I would rather just snuggle and watch fun movies, or color...and sometimes, I enjoy serving You at parties, getting to be shown off as a prized possession, if I can ever find someone who would actually see me that way (doesn't seem likely at this point).
I need someone who can understand my needs and mood shifts...and can help stabilize them some...someone who can teach me how to better serve them, so that I may gain happiness in service as well.
I am not a 24/7 slave though...or even a 24/7 sub. I will always answer to your word...there is never a time where it is acceptable for me to not listen or be rude...but I can also not handle constantly being on my toes, running around or having too many tasks to take care of in a short amount of time...I cannot mentally, and more importantly, physically handle it...
Daddy...are you out there? |
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ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! Squeee! ^.^ 22 years old...omg, time has flown...it feels like I just graduated high school >.< |
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I am an extremely happy girl right now ^.^ We are moved into a better living situation, and I got to spend time with some amazing people last night. Got to play for the first time in a long while. Butt and back are amazingly sore. Have bite mark welts/bruises on my arms as well...the first time I have ever marked from biting...
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Rage and I are moving ^.^ We are moving into a wonderful neighborhood with some great friends of ours. We will have a nice, quiet, peaceful home where we can be happy. No more drama to deal with. I get a craft area all to myself to draw, paint and sew to my hearts content. There is a park right across the street where I can go and hoop...This will be a good thing. One more step on our way to where we want to be <3 |
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Extremely happy about my weight loss so far. Finally got on meds that didn't make me hungry all the time and sick, or make me gain weight...got my mental disorders balanced...Ive lost 36 pounds and counting ^.^ Only 13 more to go to hit my goal weight...will probably continue after that though, but only in a healthy manner. Sliding back into bad habits with new stressful situations sending me in a downward spiral physically and mentally, but holding on to not gaining anything back and trying to limit the amount of comfort food I intake. Also hooping most days. Have built up quite the muscle tone in my stomach and legs. Working on dance leg exercises, targeting my inner and outer thighs. Have to find an exercise that works for me to work my hips and lose the poundage there, as well as my under arms (the bane of my existence >.<) Overall pleased though =) Making sure to keep my skin and hair healthy, and taking care of myself in the best possible way. Trying to find ways to repair my skin from the stretch marks of rapid weight gain because of my meds...getting the body mods I want...Overall, reaching a happier place body image wise. It has also helped me find out who my true friends are...the ones the encourage my path to health, who help me when I am down and depressed or backsliding...and I found the ones that got bitter about it..because they held me down when I weighed a lot to make themselves feel better about their image...but now, because I am getting healthier and feeling more confident, I get a lot more notice from men and women. These people have been harmful to my journey, and have gotten more bitter as time goes on and I get more fit. I have also learned not to let them hold me down. Working on weeding out the negative in my life. I do not need it, nor do I desire it. For now, focusing and home and hearth and family, the ones who love me and support me...and though they may drive me absolute bonkers sometimes, they are always there for me, in any way I need. Just need to learn to ask for help. It is a work in progress <3 |
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I ask respect and give it back...but I am warning you now...if you send me a message asking something stupid, as in you didnt read my profile, then I will not be respectful to you. I save those messages for when I am in a bad mood, and I unleash on the idiots of this website rather than the loved ones around me. You have been warned. |
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Please note the difference between bottoming and submitting. I am looking for someone to bottom to in play. Not submit. What this means to me? I get what I want out of the play, nothing more, nothing less. This is why I match myself up with people that want the same thing I do, so we both have fun and get what we want. Submission on the other hand means that I am willing to push myself for you, do things that I may not particularly enjoy because I know you do. If a relationship goes that far, great, but it takes time. |
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I am officially done with stupid people...if you send me a stupid fucking message...you are going to get a really bitchy reply...so...trying actually using your brain before messaging me...of course, it seems like most of you cannot read...so I am going to continue getting stupid messages anyway...but...you were warned. |
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I'm a good person that most people seem to get along with fairly well. But I understand personality isn't everything. I have been told by people that I am.very pretty, and I appreciate that. But fair warning to those interested in talking to me. If you have a problem with stretch marks, surgery scars etc...I'm not the one for you. I've been through a lot medically in my life and it has wrought havoc on my body. Eventually I will have tattoos covering the majority of the blemishes...but for now I am what I am...so please don't talk to me expecting a girl with perfect fair unmarked skin, because that isn't what you are gonna get... |
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| Age: 38 |
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