I am a 44 year old . I do enjoy playing some online game, chatting and reading. Horses are a passion of mine as well as riding bikes. I do like to be active and love to smile. I have been told that I have a great smile and should wear it more offen. I have been interested in the lifestyle for a while now and have been doing alot of research on it. In the pass i have had a Dom working with me online and we did meet , but as i wanted more than he could give that ended .After some time i did become a sub online to another Master that was for a yr , i asked to be let go of as i new it would always be online , and i wanted real life . That Master and i are still very good friends and if any one would like to talk to him he would be more than happy to . I did fine a b/f in real life and did let him know i was submissive, he began to learn more and started to ask of me . We would still be together, but he became ill with caner and has pass away this yr 2009 . I know i will be sad at times and miss the time we had together , but he would not want to live like he was , and know it is for the best no more pain. Once he became ill, D/s has been on hold this pass yr 2008. With the 3 Dom/ Master that have worked with me,i have learned alot. One is that the thoughts of submissive are always with me, that i miss being asked of. I enjoy being tie, tits being tie,being spanked kinda a pain slut, wax play , greeting a Master .. At this time with a yr off , not being used or asked of belive im out of shape and will take time understanding , trust, not in any rush. Also not looking for just a play date, or some one that is married. i dont want to hurt any one ,or myself babygirl .
10/7/2011 8:20:23 PM
off to bed, things will get better and fall in place at the right time smiles
5/29/2011 7:50:46 PM
after looking at so many profile why do so many look so sad not smiling ..almost scared ..
