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Sometimes you want me when I hate your touch,
Sometimes you kiss me, I didn't feel so much.
You cannot help me when I runaway.
You cannot help me,
my hearts forever lost.~Blutengel
Im not really sure what or who im looking for. I am overwhelmed with emotions, all i know is that i want to be happy. I would be happy with either a mommy/daddy. Sister/brother. Just hoping someone can bring a smile to my face and know what it is i want.
I want someone who WANTS to be a mommy/Daddy and is willing to take those responsibilities. I lost my family, and im sick of this hurt i have in my heart. I have always given my best and i wont stop trying. Im not looking to be a slave, or a cum-slut. I want to know what it feels like to be happy and loved.
~ABOUT ME~
For the first time ever, I am throughly filling this out. I am a grown woman who deserves respect. I do have a past, a past I have finally been able to get over. I can be edgy and at times I will isolate myself and ignore everyone. My life tells a story, a story full of pain, neglect, abuse, torture, beauty, and smiles. A story I keep locked away. So don't ask. I go to school for medical specialties. I do not put up with drama, I have enough of that in my life already. I enjoy writing poetry,dancing, horse back riding, swimming, roller blading, taking walks, listening to music and journaling. I do not care for sex, its not a priority of mine. Although I do enjoy some aspects of it. I have a big heart, which tends to get trampled on. I am not willing to relocate. I am happy where I am. I am trying to build a life here.
~NOW THAT THAT'S OUT OF THE WAY~
I am a little, and enjoy being one. I love cuddling up when diapered, my paci in and my footies, along with one of my stuffies! When im little I am very trusting and vulnerable. Don't take advantage of that! My little Hobbies/Likes include:
*Coloring
*Building with blocks
*Cuddling
*Watching cartoons
*Collecting cards
*Playing with toys, especially ones that light up and make noise! :)
*Gardening
*Playing at the playground
*Playing dress up
*Decorating/Moving my things around
*Shopping for little things.
~MOVIES~
*Tangled
*Puss in boots
*Tarzan
*Little Mermaid
*Lion king 1&2
(These are just my favorites.)
Do not friend request me without first sending me a message. I will not accept you.
Now I constantly get this question and im sick of answering it several times a day, so here it is: How did you get into diapers?/ageplay? sigh LAST TIME IM ANSWERING THIS~
Ever since I can remember I use to pray everynight for diapers, and when I turned 9, I tried one. I almost got caught putting it on, so I stopped and never tried again untilled I was 15, I never knew why I liked the feeling of something thick between my legs, but I did. It was comforting. Once I turned 18, it resurfaced and I started researching online why I liked diapers, come to find, I was not alone. There was a whole community dedicated to this stuff. I then got into ageplay and put diapers and that together, that's how I became a baby girl. I believe, still to this day, that I like diapers and ageplay because of all the abuse I received growing up, and how I was never allowed to have a childhood.
This lifestyle is not sexual for me. Its my happy place. Please read my profile before sending me a message.
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