Things have been so rough lately.  I need a daddy, someone that will love me and can take care of me and help me be strong.  I feel so useless and helpless sometimes.  I wish that I could meet someone that I click with and can be great friends and maybe lead to more.  Yes, I am married.. Yes, I have a Dom.. I know that.. I love my husband very much, he is a great Dom, but sometimes I need more.  We are poly, I am ok with that.. he has a girlfriend and she is wonderful, but I need someone for me.  I need a Daddy/Dom that can give me what I need and want so badly.  Someone that can nurture my little side, but also be strong and forceful when the mood strikes.  I am starting to wonder if that person exists for me.