A very naughty boy, is looking for playmates and fellow naughty friends to chat with, finding himself all alone these next few days..

I've given up hope of finding a likeminded domme here on collarme, I regret to say. I shall never close my door to liberated chat with likeminded people though, and welcome hearing from those who have lingered over my profile.

To any of the lesbian dommes reading, I wonder if it is unknown for a lesbian domme to dominate men. I guess, aside from professional dommes. It's been a recurring fantasy of mine for some time, as I'm very curious about the lack of sexual desire, at least on her part, and how that effect the scene. At least that is what is arousing me for so long now..

For any Irish folks reading this entry, is there somewhere you find better than collarme, in your experience. I have a profile, but find collarme allows a more direct means to contact those who are also looking, whereas would seem to be more community oriented, with a small number of local groups, not many of which interest me..

Really getting worried about this place. Just browsing through the journals, and seen the same journal entry for at least 7 profiles of a female dominant, which all had the same images, yet a different profile name. Just how many profiles does someone need..

To dispel the myth of one line messages being uniquely specific to inconsiderate subs, I would like to note in my time here, I have received several one line messages from dommes. It would seem us subs, are not of the complaining sort..

Upon reading of so many issues of poor manners re: subs contacting dommes, I wonder how long it is polite to await a reply to a domme, before it is considered rude not to hear anything at all in reply..

I really wish collarme had an option to filter financial dommes. Actually for that matter, it would be nice to be able to filter between lifestyle and pro-dommes also, and imagine might something like that might possibly result in more targeted, serious admirers for both groups..

I am slightly worried about the proliferation of fake profiles here on collarme. Just today, I have had a raft of viewings of my profile, almost half of those from different 'dommes', all with the same ad text "Mistress seeks cash slaves..'

To those who seek here on collarme, a question. Do you maintain any other profiles than your collarme one, and if so, if you have been successful in your search, where have you found the most success, and has it been here on collarme..

Every so often a curious thing happens; a female submissive views my profile, and usually someone that's quite a distance from Ireland. I wonder what causes people to drop by, perhaps it's my journal. In any case, a belated hi to any of my journal readers..

I wonder if there are any female sadists or disciplinarians on the site. For some time now, I've yearnt to be able to develop a relationship with a woman, whereby there would be a standing arrangement whereby we would meet for disciplinary or punishment sessions. I wonder is this realistic, and interest any dominant..

It's funny how after almost 20 years, the number of real and known limits one has seems to dwindle to such a small list. I guess this is the way with bdsm, and with the reciprocal growth of kinks, I often wonder where things will end up in another 20 years. I do hope I do not run out of interesting things to explore..

The last of my known hard limits are anything involving children or animals. Needless to say I don't need to state my case here either..

Needle play, and anything involving blood is another limit, but this one more for safety I imagine than anything else. In any case, enough said..

Another hard limit of mine is medical play. Perhaps I've too many bad childhood memories of doctors or dentists, but something about the sterile coldness of an imagined medical scenario does nothing for me, other than to think happy thoughts. I'm sure this is one kink destined for the revulsion-to-fetish treatment..

In the vein of my last entry, I have several hard limits, and scat seems to be the first one that pops into my mind. I don't know where my revulsion comes from, and imagine it must be some primal human response. All I can imagine is the smell and texture, and it's enough to kill any sexy thoughts. Needless to say, I think this is probably one hard limit that shan't be broken very soon..

It's not often I think of my dislikes, or rather limits, in bdsm, and find it odd I think of them today. So very often, I just accept them innately, like some sort of unspoken words between two people on the same wavelength. In a way, I guess many limits are as unconscious as your dislike of specific vegetables as a kid, and it's probably no harm to ponder them from time to time..

I find womens attitudes to crossdressing by men interesting also, and an interesting study in the prevailing opinion as to what makes a man. The polarity of this single issue, I find curious, yet applauding most enthusiastically those women who don't link a mans masculinity to his attire, even should that be panties and stockings..

I wonder what most peoples preferred age ranges are for bdsm partners, and if it significantly differs from that of their preferred vanilla partners. It's a curious thing I find, and acknowledging the crucial role of chemistry, I am not sure if age is a restricting factor in potential bdsm partners for me, providing they are of legal age of course.

The idea of sex in a bdsm scene I find interesting. Much of my experience to date has been experimentation with like and openminded lovers, where sex has ultimately been an element in a scene. Of late though, but I have often found myself pondering the role of sex, and what bdsm might be like without a sexual connection present. In that vein, I have often pondered what it might be like to be topped by a lesbian domme, for whom there would obviously be no element of attaction with a male sub..

Having typed these initial journal entries, I imagine I shall use my journal here, as a way of thinking out loud, or discoursing what is on my mind. I'm not sure if these thoughts will be of interest to any other than me, but it shall be a curious experiment to see so..

The formation of kinks is a curious thing, and I often find it so funny, how an object of revulsion can become a steadfast kink within time. I feel that way about cuckolding, the very thought of which, filled me with revulsion for so many years, yet now fills me with such curiousity and a morbid interest..

My first exposure to bdsm was quite early in my teens, when I must have been 12/ 13. I had not long learned to masturbate, and it was quite a heady experience reading of 'Miss Whiplash', in a copy of the News of the World of all places. The clipping has long since vanished, but yet I feel a curious longing of late to see that 'article' once again, that set me along the path of bdsm all those years ago..

Certainly a lot of money dommes these days it would seem on collarme. I feel a dislike when I stumble across one of the many financial domme profiles, yet have not completely formulated my thoughts on why I feel such revulsion. An interesting cause for thought..