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| Even though I'm a submissive with heavy slave tendencies..... I still know what it is that I'm seeking in order to have a fulfilling relationship.
My desires go as far back as 3 years old. I always knew there was something different inside of me, I just couldn't comprehend what that feeling was at a young age. The older I'm getting and the continuous sexual encounters and relations I find myself involved in, the more I'm realizing how badly I know I need it. I've opened up to past boyfriends and hook ups, some are into it, others not... but no one really understands or possessed that dominant mentality that has the superiority to take me to that place.... that place that I desire to go.
Very little of what I desire is about sex. Of course sex is involved by nature... but the right person, the one who I'm seeking could give me more pleasure simply by using me as a foot stool or having me clean the entire house and serve them domestically.. being able to offer me purpose in a relationship when I feel I look up to a dominant figure and desire to please them by doing humiliating and menial things to make their lives easier..... Maybe he's out there... it's been too long.
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