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At the moment i am not seeking anyone but friends... i'm not at a time in my life where i feel that i can truly commit and settle.

Life, love, and bless'd be.

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9/22/2008 11:20:28 PM
Have You ever felt alone?
Everyday
Lost with a map in front of you
Living without direction

How can someone be
Alone in a room full of people?
To feel so isolated that
Help it seems, is nonexistant

Never whole
Only shattered

For the first time
Under the hurt and the loathing something
Restores a piece of
You

Hell hath no fury...

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It's a non-revised poem that expresses what I'm feeling here. It's amazing how many people can go through life without reaching out to someone else. And still, even if they do reach out. That doesn't mean they're safe.

Loneliness is not only a state of being. It is a state of mind. Not being able to connect with someone on a mental level - an intellectual level - is frustrating. What if i have so much to say, and no one understands or will listen?

Rambling now, but - as it's midnight, i'd say that's pretty standard.

From now until Christmas break, i want to write here what i'm feeling and experiencing just to try to figure things out.

So, for now... good night and good luck.

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Ryleighxoxo
 
 Age: 28
 San Francisco, California