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| 95% of submissive men have fetishes and that's it.I am one of those and feel like crap knowing I am one of them.It took research as to why I was being selfish and not being true to myself.It is a bad thing when you realize you have been fucking up for soo long and just didn't quite grasp what was going on.
Men need to give, give more, and give more if they truly want to serve a Woman.It is not about giving money, it is giving yourself and not thinking about your fetishes.That is what a pro Domme is for and the lifestyle is a bigger ballgame.Giving more in life in freindships, relationships, strangers, and charities.Once I can grasp this concept I can move forward and be true to myself.
Yes us men want to serve but we were just thinking about serving ourselves.True submission is a gift but you better know what is in that gift you think you are giving.My sincerest apologies to the community for me acting out of line with my fetishes.I just didn't get it and couldn't understand how being selfish was hurting those around me.
It will take time to get back in the game and truly respect and understand what I really want in a Dominant Woman.Being stubborn doesn't help, nor does the male traits I have.I want to serve but now I need to change gears and give.Give some more and truly understand a Dominants wants, needs, and desires.It will never be about me anymore as I learn to be a stronger and better person.
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