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	I am a collared, owned 24/7 live in slave. I am looking for others like me. I prefer to talk with ones who serve in real time not cyber. No offense to anyone, been there, done that. There is very little comparison. Please feel free to contact me. Sometimes it would help to be able to share things only a slave would understand.

10/31/2008 7:18:15 AM

He let me drink from him again last night and I didn't lose a drop. Last time I screwed up and was made to sleep in it. Maybe it isn't proper, but I am proud of me this time.
More than a week has passed since Master made my face sore. I loved being able to touch it days later and still being able to feel where each finger had laid. Ok, so I am wired different than most sluts. He also wore me out with a new toy I bought him. Other parts of me were puffy for a few days. I do love my life. I've been doing better at my chores as he hasn't had to give me reminders lately. Most days there seems to be more chores than hours.
I'm thinking selfish again. He will be gone all next weekend. I have my fingers crossed for an extended hard pushing session in the dungeon soon.
Enough for now...

9/30/2008 11:30:29 AM

Does he know?
Does he know how hard I fight with his pillows trying to get them in the shams just right for him?
Does he know how I make sure the sheets on his bed are tucked in all the time so his feet don't get cold?
Does he know when he has had to much to drink, how hard I listen at the foot of his bed to make sure when his snores stop, that his breathing hasn't?
Does he know how cold my feet get fixing his breakfast before I get dressed?
Does he know I take care of all his first morning needs before I do the the simple things like going to the bathroom for myself?
Does he know how much time I spend each day thinking of nothing but him?
Does he know how bad I need his touch, in any fashion or form, or how bad I feel if it shows?
Does he know how everything I do in some way is connected with my service to him?
Does he know I smile everytime he calls to check on me or just to talk?
Does he know he is the best thing since sliced bread?
LOL, if he didn't, he does now.
This slut is going back to work now.....

9/23/2008 8:35:05 AM

Master went out Saturday night with his vanilla friends. I don't have to stay home and I don't have to be alone. But I would much rather be here alone when I can't be with him than to be anywhere or with anyone else. Sunday he took me out. He had went out for a smoke, when the waitress left a note on the bar in front of me from one of the "friends" he had met the night before. Why do people have to be so mean? She tried to make him look bad and tried to either make me mad or hurt me. That part didn't work. It did embarress me that I can't protect him from such fools. What if I had been another of his many vanilla female friends? How would she have felt? What would she think of my Master? He may bring alot of it on himself. He is a big flirt, lol..thats just who he is and I accept that.
But I can't stand the thought of someone he called a friend treating him so cruel.

9/18/2008 6:42:54 AM

I never thought of myself as a slave until I met him. I know I am a good submissive, that seems to come natural for me, but being a slave is a real challenge. I honestly think I could do most anything to please him. It isn't always easy being me, but I am living the dream so many crave but are afraid to try. I have no safe words, I have no rights. It works when you are with the person who is right for you. I am thankful everyday he found me.

9/17/2008 11:17:33 AM

Master took me to the dungeon twice Friday night. The second time I was left there, bound to a sawhorse and left alone in the dark and cold until 8am. I was punished for not wearing my weights, which were supposed to hang freely from my nip rings every night. It was a long night. But I kinda miss not having the weights as a requirement now. How strange is that?

9/11/2008 9:48:49 AM

I am not new to the lifestyle, but this is the first time I have been owned as a real life slave. I have been wearing his collar 4 months now. It isn't always easy to be me. I have lots of questions and wish I had a trust worthy friend to talk with. Is there anyone else who feels like I do?