"You love me so much, you want to put me in your pocket. And I should die there smothered" -D.H. Lawrence 'Sons and Lovers'
(if you take this literally, seek the advice of a professional)
Being new does not mean that I'm naive or gullible. Please don't mistake me for either. I'm learning, realizing, changing and compromising within myself constantly.
I cherish, adore and desire the chemistry that flows throughout a D/s relationship. It's hard for me to equate D/s with sex; and because of that, I can and will wait. I can get my rocks off with regular nilla guys or by myself; while having the most awesome fantasies of wearing a posture collar, attached to the door frame and being on my tippy toes. (Didn't I tell you they were amazing) And at the moment I'm not a pain slut, but who knows what I will say in 5 or so years.
I have a strong curiosity for protocol, formal dining, Afternoon Tea service, sensory play, non verbal/unspoken commands, eye/speech restrictions, and bondage.
"Take some more tea," the March Hare said to Alice, very earnestly.
"I’ve had nothing yet," Alice replied in an offended tone: "so I can’t take more." "You mean you can’t take less," said the Hatter. "it’s very easy to take more than nothing." Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
I am not interested in married men, being a swinger or being in a poly relationship.
I previously had only one sentence written here. "I am looking to expand and push my limits, with the right person of course". I wasn't implying that I wanted to or am a "doormat", I'm 5'3" there is no humanly way I can fit into a rectangle that is 3x2x1. So don't imagine you can make me.
