I have revised this profile to update MYSELF and my place within my ever growing world, here.
I am not a man that is enticed by the aphrodisiac of past experiences as I am very forward looking. I'm a man without chosen brandishes, yet I am marked physically by my past. They are signs of healing, wisdom, control, victory, loss, tempered spirit, insightfulness, intuition and humility. They are physical but, manifest in control of self and others. This control is not a mandate for respect, obedience or submission, but a control brought about via defeat and victories and its subsequent inherently learned wisdom to resolve both internally with self and others. I am suspending my humility for this brief purpose for not doing so maybe self defeating. I make no apologies for this. I will only gleam this written shadow of myself and entice others to seek appreciation of the rest if they choose.

I entertained the submissive views and found them appealing. In retrospect I found it appealing not because I am a submissive, but in order to dominate one must know submission. I ruminated on my experiences and naturally reconciled this with my present value. I consider myself to be a culminating masculinity guided by learned empathic senses, sympathy of plight, conveyance of trust (verbally and non-verbally), devoted interest in understanding motivations and behaviors, thoughtful and careful application of a variety of instruments for obtaining what I perceive to be desirable, vigilant to consequences (including my own) and cognizant of outcomes. I am a Feminists unconsciously designed fantasy embodied in the flesh of her antipathy and desire. I am distinct from Masculism by the learned nature of my experiences, the intellect of altruism to gain insight for control, the patience and thoughtfulness to sow seeds which seem as trinkets, but reap dumbfound pleasure when revealed. I am intelligent to humility and recognize greatness in others for their primal edification and find utility in their self discovery to gain obedience and one-up-man-ship to their heart and mind, gaining visceral confidences with no cerebral arguments.

It is domination that compels me, but her overt nature pleases me as water quenches thirst. Her unwitting submission seduces me as water seduces the earth to form rivers. As the stream flows both enjoy the energy and feed one another yet, still under the dominion of nature, which she respects, regards and appreciates but, when taken for granted and left to her own devices, craved. She may seek others, but creeks or streams will not satisfy her need for the pending waves of excitement she may have enjoyed. The control is power over the Intellect (by its stimulation), Emotions (by its mutual release), Psyche (offered by his nature), Senses (as enjoyed or deprived), Will (to her submissive degree), Choices (to his dominate allowances), Freedom (to be freely submissive), Bound (by his landscaping), Discipline (by her acclimation), Worship (as earned) and other controlling discoveries mutually explored.

She is intelligent and her amorphous nature is accommodating to domination for his pleasure. She adopts his character and learns to anticipate. She becomes a paradox to femininity and appreciates that enlightenment. She identifies his “being” with her life and fills “nothingness” with purpose of pleasing, which by doing so rewards with endogenous pleasure. She may covet his dominant nature, but through shared insight learns more of herself.

The quotes on

Fear is driven on the precipice of danger, enjoyed by the myopic and guided by the foresighted. (me)

Fragmented non-contracted disobedience is the vexation of a despite and a way to dabble in control that is neither earned, nor respected and certainly not appreciated. (me)

Disobedience is an unwarranted attempt which illustrates a hidden conveyance of poor judgment on the selector and not the selectee, a sabotage which undermines both. (me)

A tempered disobedience when applied in the right way, to the right amount, for the right purpose, at the right time, to the right degree, in an acceptable pose is a treasure to the ruler. (My own from Aristotle’s quote on anger)

Being from doing, doing from experiencing, experiencing from learning, learning from wisdom, wisdom from obedience, Obedience from trust, trust from intuition and intuition from Being. And the Being grows.