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MasterSeanG
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| Gotta update this, as its been a while since ive been on here. So ive been in this lifestyle for seven years now. I am married and owned by my Husband. W/we are only seeking friends in the lifestyle and that is it. Not sure what else to put for the time being, if you want to know more, pm. Until then....
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BrokenButterfly:
I'm no longer a free butterfly in this world. My days of soaring high above the ground are no longer. I'm snared into these treacherous webs. Wondering who will help this helpless creature, fluttering hard against the chains that bind her wings. Memories of being free and happy are draining away with each tug of the wings. Like gasping for breath, thinking how did i get myself in this mess. When will my protector come and save the day. Is that too no more of me? Am i suppose to die in this ugly web with no one here to set me free? Why does this have to happen when i can be free and mingle with my lover before i die a terrible death. Longing to see his beautiful body makes me ache inside, making me stronger and try to set myself free just so i can flutter with him one more time before my time is up. Yet the hours tick by while my body is being drained of strength, and my faith has withered to dust. Seeing it float into the wind just tells me my time is almost up. I stop struggling against my bonds, telling myself its over. No one will help make me be that beautiful butterfly again. Only tears of flaky dust stings my furry face, I bid my farewells, watching the seams of my wings tear with each breath i take. I know its my time to go, I try to hold on a little longer hoping my lover will come to me,yet those seconds of daydream never comes and this life is over for me.
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Well This past week has been hard on me. My cat died from two strokes and im very angry with the vets in montana. They didnt even help my cat...they are the ones that let her die. Here they dont care for anything but themselves. I did everything i could for my cat but she died in her sleep and is in Heaven now. I guess im taking it pretty well...its just i guess im not use to that. Im so used of the one breaking down and crying for days but the only thing ive done is my anger. I lashed out and i dont mean it so if someone messes with me on here i will do that because im not in the mood for one and im not one to take people's crap. Second early early tomorrow we have roomates coming to live here and im not keen to anyone being here but the people i know. No one wants to hear me.,.that i have bad feelings about this. Its just i wish i could change back time and make everything right. Sometimes like this it makes me not think God is doing it for some odd reason and im not sure. Sigh hopefully everything will calm down this week and be good again. We will see.
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